我舍不得他们啦！！！

虽然只是一个月，但真的、真的、真的非常舍不得，我的同学，弄得我又气、又笑、又哭、又火大！哈哈，可爱的你们，我怎么舍得生气你们呢，老师只是觉得还你们被骂很内疚、自责而已，可能老师做得不够好。。。。可是能够教到你们，真的很幸福。。。。很开心。。。看到你们一个个围着我，和我拍照，还叫我留下时，真的很开心。。。很开心。。。这一切，就觉得自己被珍惜般，虽然只是短暂的一个月，我好开心。。。。
Year4:Keshan-cute innocent face and always didn't bring his work....but i can't scold him la, so cute!!!!, Kalai-clever but always absent, what's wrong o? haha^^, Justin-Chindian, can speak all language very smooth, but very naughty la, a bit shy i think when facing me^^, Aifa-good in selca, haha, cute face, cute pose like angry bird^^, Aizat-looked very clever seem like don't like my class, actually nope...., Irfan-the most hardworking and good boy in the class, although not so clever but i like him so much, Amirul-always like to change his name, clever enough but too naughty too, always talks about wrestling and football, Ikmal-Always help me shout "Diam", but made class more noisy la, hehe...teacher helper..., Mugin-so pity this Indian guy, but like to talk with me, and i like to listen to him too, Syafika-most clever girl in class(out of 4), active and talkative too, Amalina-the most memorable moment is she cried when can't answer my quiz, haha, nevermind learnt from it, Azizah-cute and small girl in class, like to talk with me too, she's the one hold my hand ask me don't go, Syazwani-didn't notice about her too much, but i like her too, ask her to fight harder!, Jimmy-The MOST ACTIVE and NOISY!!! Haha, run here run there but very clever....., Fahmi- Cute small boy who is very quiet, hopefully can help him more, Sofian- cute and got heart to improve himself, hope he can do it one day^^, Habil-always follow me, he seem got some problem, and why you are crying when your English teacher giving speech during assembly, haha^^ Work hard Habil!, Zahid- lied about the worksheet is him, but actually is Justin's, haha^^ Work hard la, Amin-Sir said he was improving a lot, i knew he was willing to learn something, i want to try my best to help him, but class, why you all so noisy???!!!, Rifki-passive but very clever la...He can do all question i made....Big clap for him! He made me think about when i was young^^, Shahrul, quiet person too but is leader in this class, i like him too, he wanted to show improvement i knew, but so sad can't give attention on him, Shafiq,-actually i don't know what is in your mind, feel like sometimes you looked unhappy, don't know what is the reason....haizzz....But when i received your present, you know how happy i am! Really....

That's all for year 4....Now is about year 5, many things happened in this class actually, and they are getting mad at me one day, i'm glad he accepted my apologize and give me a flower, yeap, i'm talking about Sharizan, sorry maybe i'm too moody that day, luckily you are forgiving meXD, Arif-very very very naughty!!! Haha, play ball?? cards??? during class??? No no no！But you are really good in acting, when lecturer come in class, you are always the best actor, thanks^^, Azlina- haha, this girl always said i'm cute, i'm pretty and she like me, haha^^ How touching i am you know, but please la, don't so active until you want to do all the question at board, let some chance for others okay?Nazrul-handsome boy but made girl cried^^ haha, and don't so arrogant because you are handsome, anyway, thanks for giving me face snap a picture with me XD, Ali- cute boy, and tidy handwriting, doing thing smoothly and systematically, i like him XD, Izzat-haha, add my FB? haha^^ I knew you are the one wanted perfection in your life, same stickers, all the same pattern, but less talking please, haha^^ Danial- Why you always looked not satisfied when i arranged you in a team? haizzz...who do you want actually? Anyway, you requested to take photo with me, i'm happy with it XD, Akma- the 1st place in class, wow chasing for a girl in class??? haha no wonder you are always very hardworking and active...showing off in front your girl?  Nadira- That girl, who Akma adore, haha^^ beautiful girl in future, fair skin, cute face^^ No wonder he likes you XD, Fatihah- Active girl, and i think you like someone in class right? haha just feel it in class...haha girl in year 5 started like someone o....Elya- beautiful and cheerful girl, a good and pretty girl....clever girl in class.....I like her too, Aina- quiet girl in class, and she is absent sometimes too, haha^^ I think if i have more chance i would like to help her, pretty girl^^, Girls in year 5 always very nice and helpful, i like them^^, Yusril,- why you wanna quarrel with Daresh always, and talkative boy too, haha^^ Please pay more attention in your studies and stop talk something to bully your friend^^ Daresh- Keep it on! I knew you can do it, and change your hot tempered  behaviour so you won't let them have chance to talk something bad about you, Azimuddin- I feel very sad and touching when seeing you raise up your hand and answer my question, really happy!!!! This is the improvement you have shown , i know you can do it!, Hafizuddin-very quiet in class, but sometimes you are very talkative too, hopefully you will show some improvement in class....Alif- I think you very good with Ali right, like wrestling so much too, haha^^ One more cute guy too XD Yassin- Mamak boy, and good with Danial too....Showed lots of improvement too^^ Very active sometimes...haha^^, Ekmal- I think you are the most clever when talking about Math subject, you always can understand what i'm talking about when the class looked so blur, luckily, haha^^

Year 4 and year 5! I miss you all so much, do you miss me like i miss you???haha^^
Hopefully all the best for you all!!! Hwaiting!

Cute students take photo with me during recess time^^ Love it!

Me, Keshan and Amin XD

Haha, stole some time to snap a pic with them... Habil, Izzat, me. Yassin and Arif, BTW, Arnold at the back there!

Wow, came back school for signing some documents, ask them to come  down and snap a last photo with me....Sad T~T

Year 4!!!! Miss you all so much, I like this photo so much!!!

Year 5 (Most of them), miss you too!!!

Handsome boy Nazrul willing to take picture with me! It's my honor!

Year 5! The last lesson!

First day of practicum~~~

"Nama saya Phang, murid-murid boleh panggil saya Cikgu Phang!"
The first word i say when i introduced myself to students and teachers....I am very nervous when talking about practice for a month in Malay school, wow, you know i'm not so good in speaking Malay actually, so i am afraid when pupil don't understand what i am talking about~~~
The school i'm having practicum is a small school, is about 20 student in a class, so i think it will be easy to teach because the amount is small.....A big challenge for me right now...
After teaching for a week about 4 hour, 8 period, i felt that it was hard when we were planning about the thing we used to teach and also creating the RPH~~~~modul for teaching...OMG!!! i took a night to finish it, and during Tuesday, i will do 2 RPH which made me really tired and can't sleep because lots of works to be done.....Yes, some of us didn't start their class yet, and we, sigh~~~~ But, i feel very lucky because i have chance to learn more than them, is a great opportunity to train myself become more professional? I feel lucky because we also have most of the good Malay teachers in this school who is very friendly and give advice for us from time to time....Although it was tired for me, but i am happy because i can have many learning experiences and also more chances to keep in touch with my student....
Talking about my student, of course majority of them is Malay and some of them is Indian, there are also Chinese of them but not more than 5 of them......It  was a big big challenge for me as a teacher...
Student here are also very friendly but also talkative~~~ I like them so much XD They are so cute and i don't know, just i like them, maybe is because i like children? Maybe...haha^^

Yes, it will be hard if i have finish my first practicum.....i think i will miss them so much, this is my thought for first week, you know, the student is always cute and childish, they are innocent, unlike adult, has a lot of thinking and someone called it mature....for me, being innocent is always the best way because we don't need to think to much which will make us stress out and think negatively.....Maybe we are good enough, but just we will not satisfied the "good", because we are always aiming for the best...

Being back to school and watching all the student, quarrel and then we can see them close back after then, it just simple.....but why do we keep changing from time to time? I like student, they just like won't bother anything just enjoy their life....Actually sometimes i wish i can back to my childhood time......
This is because my childhood moment not so memorable, not having more friends and just quiet, sitting at the backside listening to teachers, i am very shy and won't able to talk although i feel want to go toilet, so i hope i ca become active if i really have a chance to get back my childhood time.....

I love to see when student greet me....I like it XD First time i feel like i have been appreciated by someone, and i will also have my student, is a great feeling you know! They made me want to do my best to teach them, let them happy with my activities..... Not about the marks, just about my passion to teach them and have a good relationship with them....

Just feel very touching when listening the teacher said that student were talking about you in the class...I am very happy.....First time ever....Hwaiting Phang Chia Chia, You can do it!!!