A brand new day for me! haha`
finally i can get a good lucky rate.... you know that is very important to me for sure, this is because recently my lucky rate just not more than 30 only.... yeah!
Now today i need to go bank take out money because i "pokai" already.... need money for my dinner, haha~
Something was disturbing me right now, i don't know if i really like that guy or just because he always turn around and watching me~ i have experienced that feeling before, when i saw some guy who looked like interested to me, maybe just my imagination~
But younger and younger than before~ what should i do now? shall i try to talk to him or just act like nothing happen right now?
can somebody tell me? what is the real feeling when we fall for someone? Somebody?
When i first time talk to him, that just nothing happen mbut after that, yesterday, and the day before, i feel he always watching at me........ young brother, i think is impossible lol~

wow~ i have worked as PR Coordinator for 4 days already..... a little bit not happy lol, among the part time worker they had hired, i'm the oldest la..... all called me jie jie or senior..... wow~
time goes by so fast like we can't stop it......
we are getting older and older while we are not really realized about it~ I must do something.....
for joy, for fun and enjoy it, because our life is very short~ haha~

wahahaha~

SP!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm back tomorrow!!! hehe~ so happy la~ Exam finally over already~ Now it's the time to celebrate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Later i will go to karaoke with my friends and then at night we may have a steamboat party! Souns great! Hopefully i will not "muntah-muntah" again..... So that i can eat a lot of food i want~
Tomorrow is my last day at ipoh~ haha~ time pass through so fast~ It just like i'm first day register at here, just a while and looked like just pass a day only~Can't imagine i have been here for half year already~
I know many new friends and i also miss a lot of my old friends who still at SP waiting for me~ Now i will be back!
I'm just thinking that will i miss all of my friends at ipoh?????????? Maybe...
Anyway, exam is finish!!!!!!! It's time to relax and celebrate! ^^ Let's start the paty babe!

Soon i will be back! ^^

Haha. It's time! a day more to the exam for last paper - Math 2. It's so hard and difficult,unlike Math 1. Oh My God! i don't know what should i study by now~ i don't understand topic of function at all. Sketchig, drawing graph....... It's damn hard! I want to give up already but you know, i'm the one who wants to win too much~ i can't live without the word "win" in my life. That's why i stand still and fight for myself a sucess..... to become a teacher who can earn a lotof money inthe future. So keep going Chia! You can do it!
Math! Math! Math! I will get mad because of you!
I just hope tomorrow there will be a question that i willing can answer~
After this stupid paper, nothing i will be worried about already. I hope tomorrow it can go well~
i just want to get a pass. Nothing more than that~

Meteor! Meteor! Meteor! Will you exist tonight? If you really exist, hope you can help to increase my luck in exam so i can pass through the last paper~
Math 2 is one of the toughest subject i have learned because i really don't know what the lecturer was talking about. Wow~ So hard to understand the concept, Inequalities, Sequences and Series, Function, these are the three topics that will come out in the exam~ Damn hard!
I know this is not the to pointing our finger on the lecturer, but is his fault, i guess. I don't understand what i want to learn for now, even just the basic thing. The lecturer made me feel confused and .........
Okay, i want to fight for the "pass" ! I want it so much!
Holiday is coming soon~ not soon already...... 2 days more! Haha! can't wait to gather with my friends and family~ Ya~
I miss my hometown so much~

4 days more i can get my freedom already~ Yes! What i gotta do is studying hard for the last paper- Mathematics 2, i can do it, but not study hard~ You know that~
If i can touch the books that means i succeed already~ i didn't touch the book for the reason studying, of course i will not do that, i feel lazy to study.....
I contact with one of my buddies at Sungai Petani just now. I realized that i missed them so much. i may not deserve to stay at this city anymore. I can't feel the passion, the awesome feeling like what i'm feeling with my buddies~ Hang out with them is the most happiest moment in my life~ Shopping, eating, karaoke, even just a high tea. I want the feeling back~ Hope that i would not feel like far away from them after we had gather. I can't wait on that moment~ really can't wait~ I want to come home, come back to my mother, papa, sisters, brothers and my beloved friends~ Miss you all!
A semester is gone already, still got long long journey to go, 5 years to go~
Hope it can be fine and there would not got any betrayal, misunderstood at this journey~
After we had voting, we had choose our next sem KU and PKU akready~
I got to be either KU or PKU of sem 8, wow! Hope i can keep in a good relationships with all of my classmates on that time~ 3 years to go~
They had decided after we had finished our exam, karaoke together with our little angel~
I want steamboat too! Eat Eat Eat! haha! then karaoke~

Wa....after a long long sleep, I'm back again. I wonder why we the people just can feel the power of friendship after we had faced a sicknesss or a problem..... After a whole day "cirit-birit" and "muntah-muntah", i know the people who is really concerned about me- my friends that i have doubt about them before. I'm really fail to become someones friend, not pass at all. Thanks Nyee Yong for cooking such yummy porridge for me, i really feel touching... Thanks Tai Fen for borrowing me her heater(actually for hot water storage, not heater) and offered her instant porridge for my dinner, really concern... Thanks for my roomate Li Bei because she asked me to eat something and care about me, haha, unexpected all the friend was so nicely, others like Wendy, Shin Dee, Cherry (not afraid if i "muntah" in her car), thanks you all. I'm not forget to thank my sister la..... She always care about me.... Hehe, banked money to me, helped me top up, wow! I feel i'm the most "幸福" having you all in my life. I'm not forgot Sherline la..... my best friend although we are far away from each other now, you fight for your STPM, while i'm fighting to achieve a post as a teacher; different road......
Holiday is coming .... a week to go.... haha!

Now feel a little bit better already but still can't eat.... haizz.... suffering! But i still go for karaoke with my friends la.... First time go karaoke and sing for 4 hours lol.... fun and awesome! But i think 4 hours is too little for us because the time for us to having fun was too short for us even though it was long enough, you know, the time for enjoy will go through so fast. Wow, sing until our throat doesn't have sound, scream like mad person, haha! I sing many songs lol.... haha! if got another chances, i want to go there with my sister, Wang and Wei la.... hehe. Sing English songs and Chinese song......Then Japanese can also. I guess. I can't wait to watch movie 2012 lol....I heard it is very fun but don't know if it is right or wrong la....
Last paper is coming soon, Hehe... we can relax, or we can stress. Just wait and see. feel lazy to study Math especially for this paper 2, Oh My God! Really can't understand what the lecturer tought about. Anyway, i will try my best in this paper. Gambateh!

Sad lol....... i feel sick and want to "muntah-muntah", yor~ can't held off already......come on!

No electric. So suffer.....:( My laptop's battery can last just 1 hour more only......Die already....
I just want relax before exam only, why got no electric at this time? Luckily i got the battery and i have charged it before only..... I really hope tomorrow the exam will be passed through.... Now i'm begin to scared already, I'm not afraid if i'm failed, but how about my family?
yesterday i just heard my sister was accident only....She don't want to tell me about her condition, My mum doesn't want me to worry about that because i'm in exam..... Oh no! I really want to know her condition lar...... Please don't be like that okay? Come on!
The other problem is still the same, I really hate the feeling of doubt...I trust nobody in this case, i don't know who is really at my side. God! Please tell me is that got anybody who can stand still at my side although what is happening???? Who is that? Why i feel like all the people can betraying you at anytime they want only? Is that only because i'm too sensitive or just my illusion? I always hopes is that..... Who can really become my longer lasting friend? Why my choice is always wrong? Can i make a right choice at sometime? I want a friend can really become my friend with no doubt, trustworthy and loyal to his/her friend...... If this world got any i want it! i want it! I will also paid him/her with loyalty and stand at her/his side at anytime, no matter what is happening..... I just want a pure friendship only, can last forever........ Somebody?

Come on! Why they all like to pretend and acting ? I can't hide my emotions anymore! if you all got anything to say about me just say it okay? I hate this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really feel down today, no mean if we still friend, or in your mind i'm not your friend at all. Don't make me hate you.... I dan't want to feel like that but that's the fact!
I feel really headache and bad mood because of such this stupid acts! If we still friend, please tell me the truth, don't act like this.......Now i realized what they feel when we do such this thing to them before, not good at all. I really can't handle my hot-tempered but i just want to tell the truth, if still like that, what if we are not friend anymore!
Please, i'm not the stupid, i know everything, you think people do not have feeling?????? Now i tell you, i can feel it!

Study! Study! Study! wow, i can't why they all can still got interest on study lol..... I really don't understand. Now, i think i may become the last place in the class already; a day more closing to exam, i'm nottouching even a page of book yet, oh no! I want to win but I can't do like others, they all really work hard and deserve to win it.
Actually i think exam is like a big big wars for those who still studying, trust me!
If i ask you, you study for what? The answer of course for the exam right? The government also see the exam result to decide to give a person a scholarship, am i right? Sometimes i ask myself, if we get a good result but not good in our social, can we still sucess? I don't think so. Study if just for the exam, it doesn't mean anything...
Will you still remember the things we had studied after we had passed through the exam???? Asked yourself.

Study Baby!

I wonder why i'm still lazy and prefer not to study even though exam is coming out soon..... 3 days more. I want a past and I aim not to become the last one.... so shameful.... really, but....... lazy la. I don't want fight, fight and fight lol.... like what i'm doing at primary school. Just relax..... take it easy! May be i'm too relax lol......
OUM's farewell party is coming soon! I want to see what my classmates will lokk like.:P HAha! All looks very beautiful with their dressing- dinner dress lol xD. I'm sure all the guys will like it, i guess. Beauty and beauty le..... But wearing gown and high heels, that wasn't my style la! don't know what will happen....hehe.....fall down! Hopes it won't.....
=.= Exam....exam....exam.....=.=
i don't know what will happen if i fail....oh no! can't imagine it lol.....