很闷！！！！！！！！！！！ 闷！！！！！！！！！！ 闷死我了啦！！！！！！！！
怎么办？？？？ 我的眼泪受不到控制。。。。掉下一颗又一颗。。。。
我累了，累到。。。。。眼泪掉了。。。。
不是伤心，不是哭了，就只是累了。。。。
明明睡了大半天的但却那么累。。。。。
好像要病了！惨了！
这样的或要去玩也不爽。。。。唉。。。。。
前两天才出去，今天乖乖呆在家却令我病了。。。。
真是的。。。。。

settle!

yes!!!!! finally!!!!!
he give me to go already.....wow.....
luckily......
so if we don't give up everytime, we will get what we want as the result, i have suceed to convince him give me out already.....
don't give up! never give up! yeah! you can do it!!!!
you will win! with the tough heart, you will always win!
yes! i did it!
thank God and thanks dad!
released......

为什么？？？

我真的不明白。。。。在最后一关，你们竟然不赞成。。。。
我开始无言。。。。不懂要说什么。。。。
我真的能够处理的。。。你们可以相信我吗？？？
给我一次机会可以吗？？？？
给我去旅游的机会，给我更多的自由空间。。。。
我相信他们，我相信我的朋友会小心的，这并不代表我不想多抽时间和你们相处，只是这真的是我梦寐以求的一次机会，不懂这次去不成，下次能不能有此机会了。。。。我怕。。。。
我怕没机会了，你们可以让我去吗？？？？
我不是一直只想出去玩，却没想后果。。。。我不想让自己有一件烦人的事。。。。
即然有个开开心心的机会，为什么不去珍惜呢？？？？
我懂，你们只是为我好，但，就让我做主一次吧？一次就够了。。。。
爸爸，我懂你是疼我，怕我出事，我答应你，我会尽我所能安安全全地回来，开开心心地回来。。。。

suddenly feel wanna ask somebody going out with me....
i'm very boring by now~~~
soemore, i din't feel wanna take a nap although i am tired....
i wanna spend my time at this college, find somebody to talk with me, is great!
for me, everything is over with the end of our second semester....many things can happen....
i don't know what i will get for my exam....feel scare for it.....i don't wan to receive a call.....a call that can change my life....i'm very afraid....really.....
many things i want to do ni this holiday, but i think it will never change me.....i will always be the same person.....
what i'm gonna spend in this hour????? what i can do for this hour???
somebody can tell me how?

boring weekdays...

not going out, without any interesting activities......oh my god!!!! i hate this!!!
to control my rate of spending money, this is what i need to do, save, save and save~~~~
next time i will go melaka and johor with my friends, sure it will be very exciting, and i hope so, if i will not vomit, that's will be a great holiday for me....
so i must ready....... with the medicines.....haha^^
sometimes, we must let go something important in our life....for our goods, and for a long lasting friendship with others.....
i told myself evrytime not to be so selfish......
i try myself to help others because i treat them like my good friends, nice buddy......
actually i want to try something new for myself, a tatoo, or a new hairstyle, is that better????
i wanna try everything before i step into 19th......that's what i wanna do for now, travel, travel.....and travel!!!!
explore something i haven't knew before......

hungry hungry and hungry....
somemore just wake up and very tired....after a long nap in the afternoon T.T
why still feel very tired????

halfway gone....niceeee song...i like it sooooo much!!!!!
haha^^
最近我整天胡思乱想。。。。唉，有够笨叻。。。。想不可能会发生的事。。。。
希望奇迹可以出现。。。我需要奇迹。。。。。
真的觉得自己很厉害花钱。。。。越来越厉害了。。。。又不会赚回，以前就算花了多少都会想办法赚回来。。。现在呢。。。不知花了家里多少钱了。。。。
不能在这样下去。。。。。
一定要忍！忍！ 忍！！！！！ 加油！！！！！
去玩这两次就该停了。。。。
好好的玩一场吧！！！！
不可以晕车。。。千万不能。。。。不然去玩也没意义。。。。。
好期待哦。。。希望能够去玩，趁现在十八岁。。。。过几个月就不是了。。。。
好好利用这时关。。。。。
你能的！