难~

如果这么容易让我喜欢一个人，那就好了。。。。。可是，真的很难~ 喜欢一个人很难~
到现在，还是他。。。。奇怪，真的很失望，当收到他信息。。。。
他今天会去怡保。。。。可是，我却回去双溪大年了~
这就是有缘无份吧。。。。没了。。。。
教会的活动我也不会去了。。。。
不会想他了。。。。

damn it!

i dunno what happen to me today...everything not going well....
this must began with when they announcing to go celebrate the day we all meet for a year....OMG!!! i wanna go shopping and release tention....watching predators....everythig seems gone.....
最后还是去了。。。。可是竟然那么倒霉！那部戏在五点四十五分才有。。。。。就只能随便看别部戏了。。。。显~~~
蛮好看的。。。。可是才发现原来我的薪水竟然还没进~ 哇料！！！ 做了那么久了。。。。薪水又低。。。。有那么迟拿到。。。。。气死人了！！！！ 害得我本以为有一笔钱用的，又没了！没了！真的很不爽~ 好了，又要再次和父母拿钱。。。他们的生活也没好到哪里去。。。我怎么那么自私？？？？？ 他们挨到那么辛苦。我就爽爽向他们要钱。。。。真的很恨我自己！！！ 今天的不爽就是不爽我自己， 那么厉害花钱。。。。。。用什么还？？？？
在的士上，忍不住流出了泪水，我怕！我开始怕了！我的心好痛~ 想到爸妈我的心好痛。。。。
打到这里，又想哭了。。。。怎么办？ 不能哭！！！ 要回去了。。。。。
真想回去了不再回来。。。。很笨的想法。。。。。
我好想爸妈，大姐，嘉微，运宏，运健。。。。。。。。

geram-ing....

guess what! something makes me really geram and hate it.....damn it^^
really like wanna use my hand and hit the wall or anything around me....hate it hate it!
privacy...i really want some privacy...please! stop disturbing me.....
my laptop, my phone and everything belongs to mine seems not to....like everybosy can hold it, use it without my permission...
if u are mine, will u get mad and fed up???!!!!
one more time i need to stress this....privacy...........don't make me do the thing i dun want to....

boring~

sure it will be a boring weekend for me, preparing for many presentationsss.....
bik, bi, chinese.....this two subjects just our minor subject, why i feel like it has became a major subject???!!
even the major subject, mathematics also more relax than it.....haizzz....
must find a way to go out, to withdraw money.....
but....who have time to go out with me? everybody is busying with their stuffs, and this make me feel like wanna go back home....what a boring weekend.....

本来，我一直忍。。。。忍。。。。。可是真的很辛苦。。。。
我不想每次都是我在忍。。。。你明白吗？？？
我可以不要知道，我可以不知道，我也不想知道。。。。所以，可以要讲的活，不要在我面前讲吗？？？！！！讲了又不给我知道，什么意思？？？
我只有一个要求，不要在我面前讲！！！！ 我怕有一天我忍无可忍。。。。。
人的忍耐性是有极限的。。。。
如果换成是你被这样对待，你要吗？
劝劝大家！如果有些事不想让人知道，请。。。。请。。。。别在她面前讲。。。。会令别人胡思乱想的。。。记住！我也会记住的。。。。。
不想被伤害，请别伤害人。。。。。
不开心时，部落格是发泄的最好地方，因为，我找不到我能够信任的人。。。。。
要找一个自己信任的人是很难的。。。。记住！
我不知道自己要的是什么。。。。zzzz.......

Thomas Muller XD

i'm gonna keep focusing on him recently....
it should be said that i started focusing about him when the match of germany vs. england in world cup final 16....this guy rockkkkk the show!!!! he scored 2 goals which made germany won 4-1 to england.....besides, i also found that he still young, just 2 years older than me XD
actually i didn't watch the match before, just knew the result from website.....haha^^
then, i always guess how is the look of this guy, is him same like the type of michael ballack or klose??? or just like kahn, podolski, philip lahm....cuz i haven't heard about this guy.....if not because he had scored in the match, i think i won't keep my interest on him....
the fact is......he really cute!!!!! and he will become the future star for germany^^
this i know it when i watch the match germany faced argentina, my favourite!!!
watching my favourite team being blash by germany, i feel a bit sad and disapoited, i didn't see any interesting score or shot from argentina, from messi, from higuain......
however, the one who help germany lead at 3rd minute, Muller......from time to time, i begin to view my sight on him....what a handsome guy! even handsome than ballack or klose, i just tell the truth! i got a feeling that he will rock the show soon^^
Thomas Muller! even i will not support germany at semi final due to they will face spain, my top favourite.....i hope you can do well in that match^^
haha^^ like people say, if a team won england at final 16 or final 8....when england try hard to get to final 16 from the group.......the team will finally won the cup!
so.............work hard for Muller^^

waka waka!

first time ever! watching football match live with my friends at ipg ipoh! wow!!!
shout until no voice....cheer for argentina, but the winner is germany...a bit disapointed....
but i also saw someone who is the hero for this match, thomas muller....^^ handsome^^
he scored the first goal for germany.....haizzz....juz begin 3 minutes....
i don't know what is the facts disturb the presentations of messi, higuain, n others argentina's player.....or what i can say is germany perform a very good defences n attack....
really....