跟他chating 了~
哈哈~真爽~ 小弟弟~ 加油！

等到了。。。

终于等到了，千年一次的10.10.10 10:10 好开心~
觉得值得纪念咯。。。。
很不错的一天~

纪名浩~

这个人很厉害~他不是明星~ 不是什么出名的人~ 就是引到我的留意。。。
是面子书的一个朋友。。。。大我妹妹一岁~哈哈~
当然不是喜欢他，也不是产生什么兴趣，只是引到我注意咯。。。。
看名字就很特别了，我所认识的人应该只听过一个姓“纪”的。。。。
奇怪的姓。。。。
就是又特别加上特出。。。。这些是从他“状态”看出的。。。老实说，要在年纪轻轻就有一定的程度真的很难~
所以：佩服他！强中强，遇强更强。。。。跟其他州手没分别。。。不错~ 他是个热爱羽球的人。。。。应该很厉害吧！有潜能，又会游泳，跆拳道，会beat box。。。。难得一见。。。。哈哈~
就觉得人太厉害就开始觉得压力。。。可能吧。。。小小年纪就得承受那么多，真可怜，明明赢了，还是被讲，被批评。。。唉，幸好我不是压力中成长的，谢天谢地，谢谢爸妈从不给我压力，很好~

今天是十月十日一零年。。。。千年才见一次的。。。10.10.10...是值得纪念的，好多人选这一天，结婚，拍拖，和恋人或家人度过，还有，今天还是礼拜叻。。。。更特别，不知你们有没有在此时去喝亲戚的喜酒呢？
我呢，则是像普通一样度过，早上就去踢球（很明显，被逼的）， 然后买晚餐。。。。然后睡觉，发我的白马王子梦。。。。哈哈~
到现在，很闷，就上了面子书，写了那么多。。。哈哈~
等一下，会等10：10 10.10.10 的到来。。。。期待。。。。

Honestly

We don't know who are we behind ours.....like sometimes, somebody we knew well doesn't like what we think about, and sometimes betrayal can happen in anyplace, anytime, anyone around us....So, just say truly, have you ever hurt somebody accidentally?
Maybe you had, but you don't know it....
Like what we think right now, everything just nearly to be perfect~ Is that perfect will last long? How long? Forever? Non stop? There might have one day, one day which you will face the truth, nothing can last forever, even how sweet, how happy, how much you want... It can't...
Just ready to face the truth....Nothing can last forever, maybe you will not be the one get hurt...
Someone is play a fool! Just want to warn her that she is nothing~ Nobody will be sad without somebody, they will get a new person soon~
So, what you did, you will get what you will be paid~
Actually this is just caring about my friend, doesn't mean anything for me...
Just think sometimes, why does we be like that?
Don't know how to face the truth, not even when you really fall for someone....
Why not just try it? Everything also need a try before we know how it feels...
trying is just made you become stronger~ Not other means...
I always want to become a journalist, write about some articles, or books about me, my life, what i have faced, my own experiences, share everything with all the people...
So, i am always thinking about sometimes i may have became a famous writer, write something about our lives... and all the meaning of lives...
I will start by keeping update the blog... write my experiences...
Listening to music can make me feel better, i have more idea in writing...
Doing things right is my purpose....
And help to fix up all the bad things in my life, hope someone will appear soon to help me fix all those things....
My dream.....To live a simple life...with someone i love so much, and my beloved family and all the trustworthy friends....Hope i can get more than that....
Dreaming about can get a guy know what meant by romance....A guy can entertain me, can make me fall for him, do every stupid thing for him...
Even i don't meet anyone like this yet, i'm sure i can get one soon....By that time, i will not think about handsome guys, or like other guys appeared in front for me, this what we called destiny, my destiny, i hope it can as beauty as the wonderful story.....
Date with someone famous....Is what i always dream for~ Like other girls, simple~

Steamboat^^

Hope that i can make it~
i want to eat steamboat~ aim for it soooo much^^
tomorrow i will go to eat~ when i am thinking about this, i can't stop think about many delicious food in front of me....
OMG!!!!!!
Very hungry right now!

Gambateh^^

This is what i said to my sister, wei^^
Hope she can get a good result because i can see she put many effort on it, every time i go back i will see her studying Math, for her exam, and keep on asking me when she have something don't understand~
Hope it will help me get in a better class next year, i really hope so...
If can, hope she can surprise us one more time, like what she did in UPSR. Something good but unexpected...surprise^^
i think she can do it~
hardworking person will get something nice for them, and i'm not one of them, so am i deserve to get a better result? or what shall i do to make myself become someone can compete with other person?
If i really can do so, i should do it before, not now...because i know my future already, no matter what i do, what i work hard for, i am still a future teacher^^
No more forensic and no more journalist~
i get a pay back because i am not trying harder~

Hopeless,useless,speechless

i don't what is happening and it makes me very scared~
i don't know what to do right now~ what will happen soon? can somebody tell me?
i'm sick of this kind of life~ meaningless....i want something more~
Why i'm always the one gonna be sacrificed? i hate it!
Somemore, why when i'm coming back here everything bad will come around? i don't understand~
can somebody ensure my family will always safe and happy? i am very scared right now....
i need someone to hear what i am going to talk about....Without using suspicious eyes on me....Can you?
I get angry just now, i don't know what should i talk with him....even though i am regretting right now~
Is he really made me regret to do so? why he don't ever care about us? Can he spend more time on us? Stay at home please!
i'm sick of the day waiting for him to come back, worrying about him, scared something might happen to him...even i am afraid to answer the phone....i just keep calling and calling, can you don't make me worry about you?
My tears drop uncontrolled when i am typing this, is real~
i feel scared, i don't know what is gonna be happened soon...
i'm not angry of you, just worrying what happened to you, I am your daughter, i will try to help you even though i don't know whether i can help or not...
can you just stay away from such these thing? Get back to us please, don't ever made us worried about you~
very suffer to hide the feeling you know?
i have said that i will not go back anymore after this and i am wrong....
i will still coming back...even though every comeback made me sick and sad, and suffer....
i do all of this for us, our family~
Please don't go away~