Sunday, January 31, 2010

friend????

朋友?什么人才是。。。。才值得配得起这个称呼????
到底是怎样的人才能真正当我一辈子的知心朋友????
想当初我曾经真心地对待一个朋友。。。。
换回来的是他们的背叛。。。。
曾经很想很想疯狂的和朋友在一起玩乐,。。。。
到最后才晓得他们只是想利用你。。。。
朋友们!你们是否与我有此同感????
真正与他们交心时。。。。换来他们的忽略。。。。
换来他们的瞧不起。。。。。
换来他们玩弄你的心灵。。。。。
换来他们嘲笑。。。。
当他们需要你来当档箭盘时,
就会无比地接近你。。。。。。。
问你一声:“你还好吗?不好意思然你误会了。。。。^^”
假到要死!难道不能对人真心点吗????
这让你我他都很难受。。。。。。。。。
拜托:如果真正有什么不爽请说出来。。。。。。。。
不要让误会加深,解释清楚。。。。。
让他了解,再见还是“朋友”。。。。。
在这想向大家澄清主角不是我。。。。。
只是不想,或许是不能看到别人对待朋友的心灵吧!
希望你们能像我一样,真心对待朋友。。。。。
他们毕竟得陪你们度过所有风风雨雨,
少了他们,你少了乐趣。。。。。
少了快乐的人生,
也因为如此,我付出我的真心对待朋友。。。。。
希望不会换来他们。。。。。。。。
种种的不好。。。。。
朋友,交得有意思才叫好朋友!
我恨庆幸有一堆好朋友。。。。。
也失望曾经交过伤害我的朋友,
真心点。。。。。。朋友~

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Going to be crazy!

you all will never expect what i'm doing for this few days!
debate debate and debate!
wakakakaakakakaka~
it's quite fun too for me, for sure it is very tired week~
you would not even expect where i am now.... go playing and hanging out at a place~ haha~
quite dangerous for me.....^^
it's challenging man! i am going to work lol at ipoh......
learn something new at here^^
but today not started yet~ maybe tomorrow or not... but is okay course i'm going out and stay outside^^ good^^
something disturbing me a lot right now~ why i can't stand for a friendship or any relationship for about forever????? i just wonder~
like all my friends can't hang with me long time,.... we all will go to have a conflict each other....
why can't we turn back all the times to the past????
we hang out happily together and always having fun.....
i like the feel when we all still talk to each other without wonder.....
okay, stop talking about that~
i think it's gonna be awesome when chinese new year!
still waiting for it~ got two weeks to go.......

Monday, January 25, 2010

mad~

i feel i'm gonna be mad already!!!!!
真的真的不能再忍受了!!!!!
这是什么朋友来的?????
如果我在讲下去,恐怕就要发火了!!!!!
我很火!真的无法忍受天天“中枪”的感觉。。。。。
我会死的。。。。。
在这样下去,我真的会死的!!!!!
现在连broadband也要玩弄我。。。。。。
一直disconnect!
我真的快要发疯了!!!!!!

Thursday, January 21, 2010

心动???

我到底是不是心动了?
一个接近完美的男生出现在我面前。。。。
真叫人心动。。。。
但是,我。。。。
如果真的这么容易心动,怎么爱一个人???
你曾经无不提起另外一个他。。。。
现在却那么容易心动。。。
彭嘉嘉!你干嘛那么花心的????
不可以那么容易动摇。。。。
难道你忘了吗????
这个人曾经伤过你,
就算他有多么的完美,也没用。。。。
毕竟他曾经伤过你。。。。
不算伤啦。。。。
他真的接近十全十美了。。。
会弹钢琴,会跳街舞。。。。
会打篮球,羽球。。。。
不错。。。。
嗨。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
人算不如天算,
一切随缘吧!
如果他真的要牵我手,我不会拒绝的。。。
因为你有令我心动,
虽然你不是,
我心中的那一个他。。。。。
我在尽力。。。。。接受你,
忘记他。。。。
加油!!!!!
心动是件好事^^

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

hang out

actually hang out is very very nice for we all..... but.....^^ you know.
sometimes not going out with all people together is the best......
wanna go out just a few of us, don't want a group, too many people and it will also make us go to a place seperately.....=(
i don't like that, if wanna go out together, can we just go together at every place? hate the feel when seperate.....
boring o.... everyday wants to do the same thing...... i am dying~
that's not the life i want~~~no!!!!!
everyday facebook.......blogging, wow damn bore!
i hope there can be more entertain thing happen in my life......
listening to music now........
am i gonna spend my 18th life at here?????

Debate

wow~ full released~ finally it is over!i can sleep early today already~
hehe~ very happy that i have done all this thing, now i can rest well...
feel like lazy to do research for another round already.... sometimes got a little bit feel like wanna lose la.....
haha~ no need to ready for other tittle... no need to let my hand shake.... very hard you know?
very tired to fight this and that you know?
haizzz..... just let myself more busy only.......
don't think and stop think about it! haha~~~
so boring o~~~~still wanna training for senior to see...... damn it! sure will been shooted until......
i should be ready for that~ if not,.... don't know what will happen to me later~
just sing it perform it with no regret! haha~ chia, i know you can do it....
hope i can do it^^
some problem may happen tomorrow..........
hopes that i'm wrong, hopes that there's nothing happen@@
just knowing maybe my ex admirer.... don't know why, feel he is very optimist in his life....
he learn piano, breakdance.... wow! suddenly feel he is very good! don't know he can be that good before~
before that just like a naughty boy who loves to play basketball and badminton.... sporty.... why he change himself to such gentleman already????
wow~ people can change.....

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Eat! Eat! Eat!

just "sapu" finish all the food or maybe can be said as supper~ wow, very full now! hehe~
finishing traning for singing performance.... like hell man! always train until 9 something, i wanna die already la!!!!! no voice, no energy and still got many works to do....
debate debate! why all people feel so stressful??? i wonder if i too strict at that time... many people feel stress o~
lol~~~i make people become so stress....
haizzz.... don't what i'm doing now... why i feel so stress o? i mean i feel i make people stress...
actually i don't want to do so....
suddenly,i realised a facts.....
if this world didn't get a bad person, there will not be a good person, for sure there will not!
so, i prefer to be a bad person neither a good person to give the opportunity to those people who wants to be a good person^^
i'm still learning to become a bad person.... i want to....
maybe become a bad person will maje me feel better....
sometimes people may not appreciated what you're doing......
so something that hurt them may raise their attention....
bad girl may be a good choice.....
but not bad at all.... just sometimes.....