Going back home

First time think that going back home is such a great feelings....
Haha~ I can't sleep, wanna eat many food cooked by papa and mami....
I wish i can fly back by this time, without anything worries....XD
I know my life is hard right now, but i will try my best to earn more money when i step into the school and teach the pupils.... I want to make my family feel better unlike now...
I will say we still can survive in such this life but is hard....
not really poor or not enough, just not enough for me.....
I want better life, to realize all my dreams.... Yes to catch up my dreams...
1）i can go travel some places in my country, Malaysia...Yes I did it by going to Cameron, Genting, KL, Penang, Melaka and Johor, is enough already~
2) To travel to overseas, at least a country, maybe Singapore or Thailand....If can, I want to travel at Italy, Spain, and France, my dream countries....
3) Still travelling, but with my family.....
4) I can go for a concert, no matter who the presenter is...I think i can did it next year.
5) Go clubbing! Having fun....maybe i can do it this year....before it ends...
6）Dating~ I miss that moment....
7）can date with a guy maybe is an actor or any famous people (maybe will not realize)

Can get together with people i really love at the end,....
Wow, so many things have to be done, can i?

If i want~

If i want to go back home, i didn't need to hear others say about....I just go back, this is me....
Actually saying in hostel is also such a boring week for me, and i know it is study week.....
Actually in my schedule, there are no such a word "study" and i'm just telling the truth not lying.....
Maybe people will think i am lying in this case, but i really hate study!
Doing revision is such a boring thing, and i will choose to spend my time go to entertain myself....Don't you think so?
Is such a big deal for me....
I don't know what will happen to me after this semester....
People is getting closer and closer after a long period, but why i didn't think so? Even feel so? Like become further and further....Don't know how to say, maybe i should go back home and relaxing myself, now i don't even recognize who myself was....such a sad thing for me.....
Who am I? What i'm trying to do this one and a half year? Why i feel like i am wasting my time?
I am going to be a teacher on future....can i do that?
If i really can't do it, i will choose made myself fail in the exam....is good for me ........
But, i will think i have already spent one and a half year at here, and studying with nothing (i don't know why i still staying at here).....maybe i should try my best to do all these thing~ Sure i will become a good teacher....XD
I still thinking if i choose to continue my studies at Form Six, what will happen to me right now? Same as my friend? Fail??? Get a bad result? Fail in MUET?
I don't know....Maybe i should look forward....no choice....
Really suffering to pretend i'm okay studying at here....this is the truth....
I want go back.....Maybe just get something from my family, their support....

Still~

Tired~ But if didn't go out, what can i do? what i can eat? So many wh questions....
moody right now....headache and boring~~~
I want to think for something i can do to avoid myself being boring~~~
Why am i starting to think about many impossible things?
Can i just stop think about it for a second?
My God! Is that mean i am getting older and older? So i have started to think about my future? Or what?
Tired.......

still in love XD

one of my favorite JYJ's song... nice.... 10000 times like it XD
don't know why i always listening to JYJ's song.... Very nice and comfortable...Good job man for singing English songs....I like them soooo much!
Start looking forward to their concert next year! haha^^
I'm trying to find as if i can find their album, but i didn't so sad~ Maybe i shall go Hong Kong Video and search for it....wow....
Suddenly become big fans of them.....There are many more songs nice....like I can't soar, Ayyy Girl, Be the One, Found You, Empty, Be My Girl....and more XD
One more thing, maybe there will be the end of the world during year 2012, so i must do something so i won't feel regret all the years i had lived in this world.....I must try to realize all my hopes and dreams and all my family's dream....I will spend more time on them....
I can feel that.....God began to take the life of human slowly, step by step....start with some virus....then wars.....and natural disasters, accidents.....all happen non stop in our life.....So must appreciate all the things we had right now....Our family....
Suddenly i miss them sooo much.....Can i fly back home right now?

Everything is back XD

Glad to see my friends are fine again....XD
haha^^
Hope tomorrow we will have the happy moment...haha^^
haha^^

Maybe i should think of something good for me already XD
i just realized that if i can speak out all the things, that means i'm fine already...i'm still me.....haha^^ ignore me XD

Talking about an ideal guy, or an ideal boyfriend for me, suddenly i have such this thinking...haha^^
1) he must be handsome, for sure, but if not really handsome never mind (i am lying haha^^)....

2) i want he knows something about music, for example he knows to play some music instruments like guitar, piano, violin, just either of them...XD

3) no need too tall...but better he is taller than me....haha^^

4) He is a humor guy, and like to talk funny things and always make me laugh....
* important XD

5) He knew about sports news, and know to play some balls....(eg, basketball, badminton, football, tennis, motor racing.....etc) better know one of it...haha^^

6) He can sing....sing love song by playing music instrument....have a nice voice...and most importantly, he know about romance, and if he can surprise me anytime...XD I like it....

7) Dancing....know to dance....wow... break dance XD

8) I will totally fall in love with him....

9) sometimes he is cute...no need to pretend in front me...

10) No need to be so gentlemen... Just need to be mature enough... I hate some naive act^^

11) He cares about me, messaging me always...

12) If he can be like Nickhun from 2pm, kim jae joong (Hero) from JYJ, Junsu(Xiah) from JYJ......One characteristic of them....

13) He can protect me always.....

14) He has some value that i can cheer for him always....

15) He is a shining star....wow! that will be great!

Conclusion: 3 of them is the most ideal guy for me right now....i wish to have such a exciting journey of love...Sure it will be fun....
Almost perfect, but who suit it? haizzz..... My prince, when will you appear???

SAD MOMENT IN MY CLASS~

Everything is unexpected.....XD
i don't know why~ Something will happen suddenly, even we don't want it to happen....
Why? Why always at this time our class will have many problems?
Today i can see there are different atmosphere in the class, like it will be burst at anytime, this is what i am worrying about....
Actually i don't know what is really happening, i just heard it from other friends...

I want to find someone in my class to share something happen in my life....XD
Like i may fall in love...or i want to share some Korean music, but nobody cares,....
I know actually i'm not like someone important in class...
Without he/her, they just feel can't survive, that is what i think~
If i disappear by suddenly....nobody knows and nobody even cares...
Yes, i am always trying my best not to know anything....unless they tell me.....I know i am not worth to tell because my mouth can't keep any secret....yes, i admit it....haha^^
If i know something, i will try my best to help them who face problems.....
What must i do to help this class just be as when we just meet each other?
Something weird happen....even though someone closed to each other can be no longer good at anytime and i am worrying about it....

B 型女~

有你在的地方一定有欢笑，你善良，调皮，任性，霸道与贴心。你看起来活泼好动，但实际内心深处，你有些自卑而自负，你希望自己能把事情做到最好，你很在乎别人对你的评价，你的性格像小孩，单纯直接，情绪化，喜怒哀乐写在脸上，你没有心机，但也缺少些自我保护的能力，你表面看来很容易相处，但想要走进你的内心世界其实并不容易，你需要人家的鼓励，包容，宠爱和肯定，其实你也常常自我反省，你希望自己能做到起码80%的完美，但你似乎没那个毅力，所以你的情绪变化无常，一定是被这些因素困扰的。

今天的我要向大家介绍几首韩国歌。。。。超好听的。。。。。
2pm 的新歌~ ｉ＇ｌｌ　ｂｅ　ｔｈｅｒｅ～　
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ＪＹＪ－Ａｙｙｙ　Ｇｉｒｌ
尤其是最后一首。。。超好听！
Ｘｉａｈ　Ｍｉｃｋｙ　Ｈｅｒｏ～好帅！