haizzz....

Second time update my blog....
Actually i think now i can get in with them...Good...Although i am older....
Gambateh^^
Working with all people younger than me....nice, make me feel younger....
i think i will miss all the time with them...
Thanks Chia Wei and her friend who can accept me....I will do my best to stay good with you all....btw, Chia Wei is my sister....XD
maybe sometimes will feel bored but....is okay.....
Working with you all make me feel very happy...

Working~

Haha....This is the first time i update my blog since the midyear holiday....haha^^
Say hello to my little diary and i will try to update more and more from today...
I'm very tired of working today...and very angry and disappointed with all of them...
Feel very unlucky since i have been working...
first, hit the steel wall....OMG!!!! Is hurt!!!! But, after that i'm okay already, what an embarrassing moment... Sure many people are laughing at me...
The next day, i adjusting the shirt and....what the ......I have 2 years experiences although i not working at there 2 years already....and....don't know why...hit something again, light bulb!!!! and breaks......
the glasses fell at the floor and hit my head again!!! Sad!!!
And....no mood to say it already...just let it go....
But, some funny things also happened....
my sister and her friend, just 15 years old, and 3 part time worker, same age with them,...
i have to make friend with them and OMG! Guess what, really didn't have any same topic with those "piggy" ^^ They are so cute! the way they talked.....Very like a child, yes, they still a child.....
and my sister has made some nickname for them, cockroach, bee, elephant, big mouth...
wow......Sure i laugh everyday because of their act....childish act, make me reflash back some sweet memories with my part time friend when we are same age as my sister....Funny.....Meaningful XD

Stupid...~~~

Yor....What the....!!!
I woke up so early and now telling me that the exam is at afternoon?!!
haizzzz.....A bit angry and tired, thought can go back after exam, but now.....
need to wait until afternoon....
And somemore...my broadband is not functioning! i can't play games and online facebook....
I hate it!hate it!

我不受这一套~

很奇怪叻。。。一直在检讨自己，可是，还是做不到！
我做不到随随便便认识一个男的，然后拍拖，就算我又多渴望。。。哈哈~
失败！
因为没次都忍不住对他们冷言冷语的。。。。好笑！
真的不知道能讲什么，没共同话题！Out!
讲那些喜欢来喜欢去，见几次面而已？ 幼稚！Out！

累了。。。。为什么现在的人都那么随便？是我太土？
交友，我很乐意！但讲不到几下就讲喜欢的。。。。。累！
有点不喜欢咯。。。。。。。
所以每次都失败下场~

从讲话的方式就判人死刑，应该吗？

20 and 17?

Aduh, something made me headache again....
姐弟恋？妈呀！真的要气死我了。。。。
虽然我也是有过，但差三岁？！未免太离谱了？
成功就好，不要等下又分。。。。。哇。。。佩服她！
一个小弟弟也要。。。。帅是帅！可是。。。。小了一点。。。。
唉。。。。。头痛，现在真不懂谁才是姐姐，好像是我。。。。。显~~~
总之，只能盼她能找到最爱咯。。。。。。

Going back home

First time think that going back home is such a great feelings....
Haha~ I can't sleep, wanna eat many food cooked by papa and mami....
I wish i can fly back by this time, without anything worries....XD
I know my life is hard right now, but i will try my best to earn more money when i step into the school and teach the pupils.... I want to make my family feel better unlike now...
I will say we still can survive in such this life but is hard....
not really poor or not enough, just not enough for me.....
I want better life, to realize all my dreams.... Yes to catch up my dreams...
1）i can go travel some places in my country, Malaysia...Yes I did it by going to Cameron, Genting, KL, Penang, Melaka and Johor, is enough already~
2) To travel to overseas, at least a country, maybe Singapore or Thailand....If can, I want to travel at Italy, Spain, and France, my dream countries....
3) Still travelling, but with my family.....
4) I can go for a concert, no matter who the presenter is...I think i can did it next year.
5) Go clubbing! Having fun....maybe i can do it this year....before it ends...
6）Dating~ I miss that moment....
7）can date with a guy maybe is an actor or any famous people (maybe will not realize)

Can get together with people i really love at the end,....
Wow, so many things have to be done, can i?

If i want~

If i want to go back home, i didn't need to hear others say about....I just go back, this is me....
Actually saying in hostel is also such a boring week for me, and i know it is study week.....
Actually in my schedule, there are no such a word "study" and i'm just telling the truth not lying.....
Maybe people will think i am lying in this case, but i really hate study!
Doing revision is such a boring thing, and i will choose to spend my time go to entertain myself....Don't you think so?
Is such a big deal for me....
I don't know what will happen to me after this semester....
People is getting closer and closer after a long period, but why i didn't think so? Even feel so? Like become further and further....Don't know how to say, maybe i should go back home and relaxing myself, now i don't even recognize who myself was....such a sad thing for me.....
Who am I? What i'm trying to do this one and a half year? Why i feel like i am wasting my time?
I am going to be a teacher on future....can i do that?
If i really can't do it, i will choose made myself fail in the exam....is good for me ........
But, i will think i have already spent one and a half year at here, and studying with nothing (i don't know why i still staying at here).....maybe i should try my best to do all these thing~ Sure i will become a good teacher....XD
I still thinking if i choose to continue my studies at Form Six, what will happen to me right now? Same as my friend? Fail??? Get a bad result? Fail in MUET?
I don't know....Maybe i should look forward....no choice....
Really suffering to pretend i'm okay studying at here....this is the truth....
I want go back.....Maybe just get something from my family, their support....