Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
:) happy(:
Thank God! I ahve finish second part of the assignment. Left theme, point of view, and style only! Keep pushing! You can do it! Really sleepy already.............. Relax a while by writing the blog.....
A little hungry lol....... I really dream a cup od coffee to attract my attention. But I'm lazy to heat the water, I give up. Okay, continue my work and tomorrow need to go to bank early settle the account. After that, gather with my friend! Haha.......
A little hungry lol....... I really dream a cup od coffee to attract my attention. But I'm lazy to heat the water, I give up. Okay, continue my work and tomorrow need to go to bank early settle the account. After that, gather with my friend! Haha.......
Help me pls.....
Worst, worts and worst! Bequest of Love! Why is this story so hard to find??? I just can find a link in website. Die............. Fine, don't want talk about this anymore.
My papa's birthday fall on today... Yo! I'm almost forget it.... So sad lol..... My sister want to plan to take us go out eat one, but cancelled already. So sad.... I really want to celebrate with my papa. Don't know why I feel down, no mood. I can feel my papa was dissapointed, I don't want he to feel like that, really.... I must study hard as a gift for his birthday. I swear! Really want to fight already!
I just finishing the characters and characteristics only, I really don't know when will I become like other classmates, hardworking and got passion to become a teacher.
If not because of our financial problem, I may study at private college already, that's the lifestyle I want, I hope. I also got a choice study at Perlis before getting here. If not because of the letter come after i have finished my orientation week at Ipoh, I will go to there. Don't mind about the allowance or the free hostel or maybe more. All I want is freedom, now I can't own my freedom anymore............
I go out with my friends yesterday- old friend. Really miss they all. Who know? Some of them got their boy already. Haha, really jealous to them la.... When will I get it? Haha. I don't mind. :D
The most important for me is my family, friends! Hope my family will healthy always.........
Wait for me! I will success on my study and bring you all out of poverty! Really!
I'm jealous for my sister la.... She got pass motor already, she has own a motorcycle already, When will I get one? By now i haven't take even a law test. Haizzzz..... really dream of it- a motor.
Tomorrow got one more gathering! I must work hard finishing assignment on today so I can go there without worry. Show time! :)
My papa's birthday fall on today... Yo! I'm almost forget it.... So sad lol..... My sister want to plan to take us go out eat one, but cancelled already. So sad.... I really want to celebrate with my papa. Don't know why I feel down, no mood. I can feel my papa was dissapointed, I don't want he to feel like that, really.... I must study hard as a gift for his birthday. I swear! Really want to fight already!
I just finishing the characters and characteristics only, I really don't know when will I become like other classmates, hardworking and got passion to become a teacher.
If not because of our financial problem, I may study at private college already, that's the lifestyle I want, I hope. I also got a choice study at Perlis before getting here. If not because of the letter come after i have finished my orientation week at Ipoh, I will go to there. Don't mind about the allowance or the free hostel or maybe more. All I want is freedom, now I can't own my freedom anymore............
I go out with my friends yesterday- old friend. Really miss they all. Who know? Some of them got their boy already. Haha, really jealous to them la.... When will I get it? Haha. I don't mind. :D
The most important for me is my family, friends! Hope my family will healthy always.........
Wait for me! I will success on my study and bring you all out of poverty! Really!
I'm jealous for my sister la.... She got pass motor already, she has own a motorcycle already, When will I get one? By now i haven't take even a law test. Haizzzz..... really dream of it- a motor.
Tomorrow got one more gathering! I must work hard finishing assignment on today so I can go there without worry. Show time! :)
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
OMG!!!!Pls help me!!!!
I really get confused now......... Don't know whta I should do now........ Assignments, i really hate it! It has broke my holiday's plan...... I can't play my favourite SDO because of these all stupid assignments! Maybe i really not suitable to become a good teacher because of my attitude.... I'm not hardworking at all, how can i teach my student in future? i really can't imagine about it........... Stress, stress and stress................. I really feel bore of doing such this work! I think i'm wrong for choosing teacher as my future.... i really wrong! I can't go back already.... RM100.000 lol! Don't play play man! I'm not a rich person. I should think about my family, my mom, dad bro ans sisters. They all have put a lot of hope for me.... I'm they only hope, so i must be stong in facing all this nonsense. I should not give up like that easily. No road for me to choose already, the only thing i can do wait, be patient, don't give up........till 10 years........ That's not my style man!
i really surrender for my beloved family, for their hopes....... really....
i want to travel overseas.... but i didn't get the chance.... I just can sit here and wait..... No hopes... i'm getting almost crazy already....
I haven't suffer like this before..... Everyday your life just fulfilled with the stupid assignments, nothing fun you know? Got problem with your roommate who you need to face at the same room for the rest five years. I don't want to be like that... Hope God can help me to change her attitude... Being with a person that impossible to be your friend is suffering....
Five years, or i must say ten years..... i need to wait, but now is just begining... the first two month. How can i stay until the end? i'm not that strong, i'm not that clever, my standard is only average in that institute. i really don't know what will happen to me in future. I always ask myself that i really want to be a teacher? i really want to waste my life to teach the children although in my heart i haven't thought to be before? is that only my choice? Who can answer me?
i really surrender for my beloved family, for their hopes....... really....
i want to travel overseas.... but i didn't get the chance.... I just can sit here and wait..... No hopes... i'm getting almost crazy already....
I haven't suffer like this before..... Everyday your life just fulfilled with the stupid assignments, nothing fun you know? Got problem with your roommate who you need to face at the same room for the rest five years. I don't want to be like that... Hope God can help me to change her attitude... Being with a person that impossible to be your friend is suffering....
Five years, or i must say ten years..... i need to wait, but now is just begining... the first two month. How can i stay until the end? i'm not that strong, i'm not that clever, my standard is only average in that institute. i really don't know what will happen to me in future. I always ask myself that i really want to be a teacher? i really want to waste my life to teach the children although in my heart i haven't thought to be before? is that only my choice? Who can answer me?
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