Teenage Dream!

i'm still teenager! i have my own freedom! i don't want my life full of studies, assignment and all these stupid damn thing! i want to leave......

If give you to choose:

A. work

B. study

C.both

what would you choose?

But i have no choice....my only answer can choose is C both! i need to do both thing during my teenage stage....

people going back for holidays....but i am going back to start my part time work....zzz....

Lazy, although sometimes is fun.....

再让你选：

谈恋爱还是等到毕业才打算？当然是谈恋爱对吗？

问你们吧！一次巧妙的相遇让你爱上他。。。。你会在这时争取吗？

等？等他？现在的社会还会有“等”你的他？有吗?

我看，这些，戏中的一切一切，都是假的~

如果真的有真爱，为什么还没出现？为什么还会有哪些花心汉？

希望大姐能早些清醒。。。。了解所谓的爱，别再。。。。沉沦在他那儿。。。

头痛~头痛~

3 in a row^^

wakaka...can't believe i just do it! at ipoh....first time ever!

just watched City Under Siege, Grown Ups and Phua Chu Kang The Movie^^

it's fun......

at first we watched City Under Siege at 4:15-6:10

then Grown Ups at 6:00-7:45 (we enter the room at 6:10)haha^^

after that Phua Chu Kang The Movie at 7:55-9:40...wow! very rushing until we just had our dinner after we reached our college. And i'm still eating the burger now.....feel a bit vomit because we just eat KFC and now Mcdonald.....haha^^

very tired but i will try my best to finish what i wanna do for the group assignments....hope that i can finish it as soon as possible so i can relax and change my mode into holiday mode!

somemore, i had to work for teh first week holiday....first time ever work with my sister sure something funny will happen....

my elder sister's boyfriend(seriuosly?) will come to visit her 15th....haha^^ sure he will "kena" with me! haha^^ damn stupid guy.....fast fast nreak with my sister la！ Geek! Just not really like him....i always like Han Ting to be my brother in law, he is handsome, know what my sister need, and they are working together! a bad guy is nevermind for me, just he know to come back to your side at last....that is the important point.

don't know when can i meet a guy like that? is that i'm too "挑剔"？

this too ugly i don't want, that too short i don't want, the guy i haven't met before i also don't want....i just want a right feeling in a right time.....is that difficult?

haizz....

what is love actually? a fool?

seeing my sister change her couple like lightning, Oh My! i still wondering if she knew what love meant.

Actually very worried about her la, that guy, Oh My God! Geek face, a terrible look! are u sure want him to be my brother in law? impossible^^

write a song for my sister, what the hell is this? maybe i'm more mature than her...even though i'm younger, just, dunno how to say...

haha~

just now go watch Step Up 3 with Chin Yee and San....nice movie...

Moose....great n cute, especially the way he perform in semi final (i mean in the movie la). what a guy! haha^^

Besides i have met our maktab friends there, one from pahang de and other from melaka, unbelievable! haha^^

Of course in the cinema also meet with my senior, who come back for PBS. And i, will be back to iph tomorrow, so sad......

Tomorrow still wondering if i need to go back my secondary school to take my original SPM examination's slip. But everything is what we call "takdir"

haha^^ cuz i left my comb in my friend's car, so i need to follow her back to school...Oh My God~

累。。。

刚刚在家乡的电影院看了一部电影~哇料~原来戏院是那么的烂，服务超“周到”的，还要去买爆米花哪儿叫服务员来替我们买票，真实的，。。。

又没有荧幕显示。。。够力！

唉。。。。不能埋怨这么多的。。。。这就是城市与家乡，华人与马来人的分别吧！

我家乡有两家电影院，但这两家竟可以差这么远。。。。唉。。。。

还是不说了，越说越气！

这就算了。。。原来在怡保久了，开始习惯哪儿了。。。。哈哈哈~

所以见到这儿的人就觉得有点怪怪~

变了~老实说。。。。差别很大！

唉。。。。课业又再没动到。。。。。。。

惨！

Haizzz...

what a boring day, all people go to work...nobody accompany me.....

haizzz...

My friend is busying prepare for their trial exam already...feel regret didn't go to penang...i should go...then i can meet with my friend already...

What a day.....

Sure i will be very very boring today, let's start my assignment n go out tomorrow....sure!

虚惊一场

wa.....what a....

真是，朋友的电脑无端端不见了。吓倒我。。。。唉。。。

原来是学院HEP收了起来。。。。气死人了！

神精病！无端端开什么玩笑，吓到我们半命了啦！

拿人家的电脑也没讲一声。。。。

经过这次，以后不要乱乱拿电脑放在图书馆了。。。。。

小心一点~

原来学院也会生产出小偷。。。。。

What a day...

这种是叫幸运还是倒霉？

其实应该很开心才对！但。。。还是做不到。。。真笨！又白费一次机会了。。。。真没用啊！

彭嘉嘉啊彭嘉嘉！为什么你那么没用？应该趁机证明给大家看，你不是没魅力的！

你还有本钱，不用怕人家讲你。。。。不用怕。。。。

开心？好奇？没用？乱？

被这些思想给烦着了。。。。

睡不着，怕吵醒同房。。。。打字声尽量降到最小声。。。。

今天应该爽才对呀！别想这么多了。。。。

明天要回家了。加油！

凡事开心就好！

Vampires suck......

later i'm going to watch it^^ happy*

but something is disturbing now.......like something wrong recently....haizz.....don't know how to describe it....

I need something which can make me more patient in facing all the things happen recently....

i wish everything will go well soon......as soon as possible.....

sad for them anyway, that none of my business, trying not to "kepo-ing" too many things.....

just take care^^

Maybe i'm not a good person, but i'm trying t be good....not in the education but in my life.....

Trying to avoid from being hated by other people, that's all i want.....

人生。。。

唉。。。。有机会让你生存，为什么要这么样了解自己的生命？

就算累了还是要撑下去呀！为什么？

天下那么多女人，真的非君不娶吗？什么时代了？

真的很不值！有些人甚至没得选，但你有！为什么这么折腾自己？

你还有家人，朋友。。。。。。替他们想想嘛。。。。。

既然你已选了这条路，希望黄泉之下你能安息吧！

虽然不认识你，但太可惜了。。。。。

希望大家别变成第二个他。。。。没有事比活在世上更美好！加油！

haizzz....

那又何必呢？
干嘛整天吵吵闹闹呢？唉。。。。。。
累了啦。。。。。可以和平地谈一次吗？
好怕。。。。班上出事了。。。。。
不想要这样~

haizzz.... Actually....
在感情的世界里，永远不会有对或错的，砍开一点，就会比较开心。。。。不是吗？
这条路，既然已选择了，就料到会被伤害，所以，不能怪他的无情，只能怪自己天真。。。。
但，天真也不尝不好啊！你开心过，甜蜜过，就已足够了。。。。
伤害？ 真的要那么计较吗？ 至少他带给你快乐，欢乐。。。。。
将开心的都记住，伤心的忘了它，那就没事了！
忘记虽是一件难事，但也要忘记！
没有事情是百分百美满的，再幸福的日子也会过。。。。变成过去。。。。。
珍惜眼前有的，就是实际！
朋友阿！有另一半的要珍惜，没有的。。。。要把握！让自己活得无遗憾，至少可向大家说，我曾经拥有过，虽然我已失去了。。。。
美好的事不会永久，不美好的也会度过，变成回忆、过去。
珍惜眼前人。。。。。让自己幸福！记住！幸福！

爱？

唉。。。。。很累哦。。。天天都在赶课业。。。要半命了！
神啊！救救我吧！

???

sienzzzz lol....actually many assignmentssss wait for me to finish it....but, always have something disturbing.....in my mind, ask me not finish it.....haizzz.....feel lazy to do all the works....
after not going to online for a long long period...
suddenly wanna play sdo....ok...sdoing for a while n continue my stuff...

dying la......Help!
how can i handle it?
very tired la....how i wanna start my pengantar pendidikan?
no idea.....haizzz...
feel lazy to do the powerpoint for BMK....
can i juz ignore it?

Dream?

i had a very nice dream yesterday, is about...........i want it to be real...can i?

Oh My God! Didn't have any ideas for my EQ assignment! make something not the real....
Think of it.....
Help!!!!!!!!!!!
>.<

sienzzzzz...alone at the room.....nothing can do cuz i can't excess to my facebook....
maybe is a sign for me to start my coursework....

apa ni?

生气~
什么东西都是你们知道罢了~ 我是什么？
一个小角色，一个不被注重的，一个没人想要认识的~
这样也该通知吧。。。。刚才真的要骂人了~ 真的~
当你们是朋友，你们却当我是狗屁！你们给我记住！
我也不想记仇~ 是你们害我的~
你们能做的东西，我也照样能~
静静别当我是病猫！
这次，气不消。。。。。。

haizzz..

what a suden decision made by me, i wanna relax before the moment i promise to try prepare for it....
maybe i should do it, haizz.z....
BMK assignment, i have began to do it, the first assignment taht i had touched for this semester, proud of myself?! No please....
seeing they all quarrel for just a small little thing, so maybe to stop them to blame it to each other, i shall volanteer myself to do it, in additional, my tiltle is the most suitable title to do the public speaking~
Why? The lecturers who just attended our class an hour per week, give the work more than the lecturers of our major subject...
Feel lucky to have Mr. Khiril and Mr. tan as our math lecturer~ haha^^

追求？

开始觉得自己很傻，很傻，超级傻。。。。
一直渴望被追求的感觉，可是呢。。。。哈哈！一点都不爽，而且还很烦。。。救命啊！！！
我要被他气死了！救命啊！！！ 我以后不敢了，不会那么渴望了！一点都不好玩，傻的！
觉得自己很笨！气死。。。。无言~
看来，被追求也要看对象的。。。。。他，他，或他？哈哈~
我没得选~看天咯。。。。给我怎样的缘分，希望是好的吧~ 一点点帅，体贴，对我好，有百变的讨好招式，忠心，和我有很多共同点，至少要会一个运动，哈哈~老实说，外表不太重要。。。。
但是呢。。。。这种人好难找哦！
前一个算不错了，还是。。。。。zzz。。。。

Smething old is better than new?

人家都爱说：旧的往往比新的好。。。。是真的吗？不是贪新恋旧的吗？唉。。。真是的，要说人都是变得很快的动物吗？人性？！
唉，自己也是一样，不知道自己想要什么。。。。。奇怪。。。。。
我有感自己有点怪怪的。。。。。
真的要人家替我决定吗？
有些东西，拥有时不会珍惜，等到失去了，才来后悔。。。。。
所以，千万不要做让自己后悔的事。。。。。

Take It Off

wow....Best song.....
haizzz....don't know why like that....something will change without any notice....very dangerous.....
so...must be prepared all the time so nothing will change yourself.....
Gambateh^^
wow, chat with friends at SP. Suddenly teh feeling of missing began to attack me.....
don't know how....miss them soooo much^^
but very very long time didn't hang out with them already.....
is there anything will change when we meet? i don't know....
sometimes feels liek i had made a wrong wrong decision, how? how to fix it?
pay the money? i didn't have it. Just run away? No! Of course!
Why people can feel suitable with their life so fast? but not me?
Regreting....how?
1 and a half year wanna be the end already......
Maybe i just suitbale to work and earn money....maybe~

Something Bout Love...

看着其他人出双入对的，怕有一天，剩下我一个人。。。。孤零零。。。。。怕。。。
爱情？ 真的要拥有了才会开心吗？有了才会幸福吗？没有不行吗？唉。。。。。
人家都是甜甜蜜蜜的。。。。。就算单身也至少有蜜蜂，唉。。。。唯独我。。。。。
看来，要开始唱Lonely的歌了。。。。。可怜。。。。
又有一首歌，出现在我脑海里，Lonely No More....... i don't wanna be lonely no more........
haha^^ 奇怪奇怪，东西有时，不会珍惜，没有了。。。才来辛苦。。。。埋怨。。。。
唉。。。。幸好有家人，家人对我最好！
想家了。。。
Final Decision: Love can be your love to your family and friends.....not only to a specific person....you know what i mean....^^

addiction...XD

I like this song soooo much, it seems very meanful for me.....really^^ i like it....
From the way code v sing it.....nice.....