T~T Sorry for Nu'est and VIXX

They are both rookie from Korea, and talented and nice group, but why??? Why is this happen? And why is Malaysian??? You know, i feel ashamed right now, really, i can't expect this happen, just feel wanna cry, there are many Kpop lover in our  country, and why all these bullshit people wanna make some nonsense there!!!! You all really loser!!!!! For those who boo to the rookie and throwing rubbish to the stage!!!! I feel angry and shameful, that's i am trending about #MalaysiaSaySorryToVixxAndNuest in my twitter, please help me to spread it out when you read about this~~~~
Due to semester break and holidays, I'm going back to my hometown and working so I didn't have opportunity to attend their fanmeeting, i mean VIXX, and i'm glad to see they were performing in our local award, Shout Award, but let's see why happen?!!
Some moron and stupid Kpop haters in Malaysia who attend to this award showed their "RESPECT?" by boo-ing and doing some non manner thing to them, same to Nu'est who is also special guest for this award.....
What the hell are you thinking haters????? I really don't understand about you???? Why don't you all just shut  up your mouth and listen to them??? And let's see why they are getting famous even in worldwide and why not our local artist???? Just think about it~~~~
Please don't be jealous for other's success and made some stupid things which leave a bad impression for our country, You know what happen haters????
They are now talking about your act and made our, Malaysian become the worst fans!!!! What the FXXk!!!!!
Why you all wanna do this? Please show some respect to others even though you are not Kpop lover!!!!
I know there are many non kpoper also feel shameful about this, right????
We must learn from others if we want to success and this is not copying, but we just learning~~~
I, as one of the kpop lover, although i'm not listening all of our local music, but I will show my respect to all of the artist, because they also showed their contribution, for example, you all still remember about MTV World Stage, our local artist Mizz Nina was performing on such that big stage and we were showing respect to her, although most of us came for Bieber, Kara and Jay park, we shouted and cheer for her too!!!!
Why don't you all open your mind and not just think something bad influence of Kpop!!!!
Actually talking about bad influence, i guess local artist on that stage were......you know what i mean.....
Take an example, my sister who is having SPM test just a week after Big Bang Alive tour in Malaysia, she is going with me and she works hard to get a good result so she can go to the concert, and she always works hard for Big Bang, so why do you say listening, crazy about Kpop will leave a bad influence for those youth???!!! They are even work hard more in their studies, and also learn about good manner showed by Kpop group, bowing 90 degree and respect those older.....they are bringing those moral values~~~~
P/S : I really hope that they will forget about this and still visit to Malaysia for event.....both of them, Nuest and VIXX.....Please don't abandon us!!!! Not all the Malaysians like this!!!! Most of us are good manner and always show respect to all artist who will perform......
And one more thing, why the organizer bring them there???? The Award full of some nonsense people and do some stupid thing made a bad image to Korean.......Wow~~~~ I'm sure if there are not those group as the guest, there won't crowded with so many people, and maybe just half of them, right????
If  we know some haters will do those thing to hurt Korean star, please la, don't let them there!!!!  Let's see how success your SHOUT AWARD!!!!!
The world is changing right now, many event will invite Kpop group as guest so will attract more people to take part on it~~~~ Am I right?
Why "Gangnam Style"  is now popular in worldwide? Why our local music didn't recognize by even Malay people????
So sorry for Nu'est and VIXX, and for those who done that kind of foolish thing, you will get what you did~~~~
When I saw a post from one of the member saying about Malaysia earlier before they coming to Malaysia, I really feel sad and embarrassed..... Sure they will be disappointed since this is their first time coming here....
Last time, we made Big Bang shout "You are the best", but just a few moment, just after a month, and this is happened......Really speechless!!!!!
Although I'm not die hard fan of Nuest and VIXX, I will feel pity to them too, how about you loser????!!!
Just left the bad memories here please, and tomorrow, the fan meeting of VIXX, please, Malaysian, let's make them feel warm and forget about those bad image yesterday!!!! Hwaiting!!!!
I really hope I can be there but.......so sad i can't go to KL because I have to work and earn money for my driving test~~~~~ I hope they can make some difference, like what we did during Big Bang Alive Tour XD
We can do it!!!!! Change their mind!!! Malaysia BAGUS!!!!! Macho!!!!! We are always rocking the stage!!!
>.< I really curious why they threw poster and boo the star??? They came long way from Korea to give award and appreciation to our local artist, and they are rocking the stage with their energetic performances too XD
I am sincerely apologize for what happen~~~~ Sorry, and come back again so we can prove to you we are not as you think, we, Malaysian Kpoper always welcoming all the artist to visit here......
And Golden Disk Award......I am coming if don't have any unexpected thing happen ^^
Night~~~~

Song for today^^

Finally his song is out, my Leader Gyu, Kim Sunggyu from Infinite....So this is the lyric^^
Try listen to this and watch the mv XD
Really nice!!!

English Translation:

I sometimes walk and stop
I look around and our eyes meet
I quickly turn my head away
I look at my toes and
then slowly look up

My eyes that get larger
My lips that open up slightly
My heart rings in my ears

60 seconds is all I need for this story
You came into my heart
I don’t doubt it
That you took me away
The time that wasn’t short
You’re that kind of person
A story that’s enough for me
I don’t need any reasons
You made my heart flutter and look for you
That first time

Your voice breaks off
Your tears that slowly build up
and fall over
I hold you with my chest
and stay there for a long time
then slowly push you away

My empty eyes
My two lips that are at a loss for words
My heart stops at your sigh

60 seconds is all I need for this story
You disappeared from my life
I didn’t hold you back
The time that wasn’t short
You’re that kind of person
A story that’s enough for me
I don’t need any reasons
You clearly sent it
You said you were hurting
and I let you go
Our last time

(My two stories)
My hot and cold times (with you)
They’re both memories that you gave to me
(Nae du gaeui story)
The same times, but with different sides of you
My double-edged memories

60 seconds is all I need for this story
You came into my heart
I don’t doubt it
That you took me away
The time that wasn’t short
You’re that kind of person
A story that’s enough for me
You disappeared from my life
I didn’t hold you back
The short amount of time
that I saw your heart

Romanized:

Jongjong georeooda meomchwo
Duribeon daedaga neowa majuchin siseon
Hwanggeuphi gogaereul dollyeo
Bal kkeunman bodaga
Cheoncheonhi ollyeobwa

Keojineun nun
Jogeumssik beoreojineun ipsul
Nae simjangi gwitgareul ullyeo

60chomyeon chungbunhan story
Nae mameuro neon deureowasseo
Nan uisimchi anha
Nal gajyeogan geol
Jjarpji anheun time
Neon geureon saram
Naegen chungbunhan story
Iyu ttawi nan pillyo eobseo
Nal seollege haetgo neol chatge haesseo
Cheoeumui geu time

Neoui moksoriga kkeunkyeo
Cheoncheonhi chaolla
Heulleo neomchineun nunmul
Gaseumeuro neoreul ango
Hanchameul itdaga
Seoseohi tteeonae

Meonghan nunbit
Hal mareul irheun nae du ipsul
Ni hansume simjangi meomchwo

60choro chungbunhan story
Nae sarmeseo neon sarajyeosseo
Neol japji anhasseo
Ni mameul bon geol
Jjarpji anheun time
Neon geureon saram
Negen chungbunhan story
Seonmyeonghage neon jeonhaejyeosseo
Neon apeuda haetgo
Nan bonaejwosseo
Majimak geu time

(Nae du gaeui story)
Tteugeopgodo chagaun time (with you)
Dul da niga jun gieokdeul
(Nae du gaeui story)
Gateun sigan dareun neo
Nae yangnarui gieok

60chomyeon chungbunhan story
Nae mameuro neon deureowasseo
Nan uisimchi anha
Nal gajyeogan geol
Jjarpji anheun time
Neon geureon saram
Naegen chungbunhan story
Nae sarmeseo neon sarajyeosseo
Neol japji anhasseo
Ni mameul bon geol
Jjarpji anheun time

Little Things~~~

The song i have downloaded for today.....Nice song and as usual, i like One Direction's songs so much~~~
So I just wanna share about this song's lyric~~~

Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me 
but bear this mind it was meant to be 
and i'm joining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
and it all makes sense to me

i know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile, 
you've never loved your stomach or your thighs 
the dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine 
But i'll love them endlessly 

I won't let this little things slip out of my mouth 
But if i do, it's you, oh it's you, they add up to 
i'm in love with you and all these little things

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
and all those conversations are the secrets that i keep 
though it makes no sense to me 

i know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape 
you never want to know how much you weigh 
you still have to squeeze into your jeans
but you're perfect to me 

i won't let this little things slips out of my mouth
But if it's true, it's you, it's you, they add up to
I'm in love with you and all these little things 

you never love yourself half as much as i love you 
you'll never treat yourself right darling but i want you to 
if i let you know, i'm here for you
maybe you'll love yourself like i love you oh

i've just let these little things slips out of my mouth 
because it's you, oh it's you, it's you they add up to 
and i'm in love with you (all these little things) 
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth 
but if it's true, it's you, it's you they add up to 
I'm in love with you, and all your little things.

Haizzz.... Sick of working life this holiday, but, what can i do if i really wanna realize my dreams　XD, so hwaiting for me once again ^^
 My Dreams:
One more Big Bang Moment XD
Genting Trip with my family
Get a driving licence
keep money for my next trip (Korea)- Yea, i'm planning to go for a visit to Korea, of cause with my sister, a Kpop lover, this is because her idol, G Dragon was developing a resort.....yea, we are planning to visit there in 5 years time ~~~~ Wish me luck XD
This is the little things i wanna do ~~~~
Lastly, haha^^ Find a good husband ^^ can let me crazy about all these Kpop stuff....

Gathering XD

After i have been back to Sungai Petani, I have met many friends that i haven't met for a long time, nice gathering when I went to one of my friend's wedding dinner....Wow! They were even dance Oppa Gangnam Style during the dinner, haha^^ Really funny, and we had took many nice pictures as you could see in my facebook...
Such a sudden, I feel free to edit the photos i have taken, hehe....Still learning the skills, so i will try post at here.....
I have went for a gathering tonight too XD Celebrating 21st Birthday for two of my friends, and we went to Vintage Delight.....Nice gathering and one of my friend said it's gathering for SNSD, because there was nine of us....haha^^ I took some picture using my phone, but not the picture of all of us XD
Rui Kie's wedding ^^ Gather with most of the friends i haven't met for about 3 years!!! Nice to meet you all again XD

Models models, haha^^ With ah Yee^^

With new-wed Rui Kie XD 

Hui yong, a schoolmate i haven't for 3 years and with Xin May XD

Yeah!!! Che Tom girls XD

Ah San and Xin May ^^

Siew Teng, Chia hui, Chai Ping, Siew Lee and Xin May ^^

Me and San~

Last dishes^^ Girls, smile^^

Kay Yong ^^

One more photo shooting~~~

Yea, I still remembered sometimes 3 of us will walk back from school together XD

During the dinner, we didn't eat much and some of us just took 3 of all the dishes served because photo shooting session haven't stopped XD I'm glad to meet all of you again...sweet memories we had been through during secondary school with you all ~~~~

Below is the photos i have edited XD

It's me^^ Nice???

Hehe~~~ Sorry my friends^^

Me, San and Siew Teng XD

This picture is nice^^

The photos we have been took for 9 of us will be upload soon by my friend because i didn't have the photos...Have a nice day....

Okay, this is all for today, i will try my best to update my dairy....and I miss them soooo much......

Really envious that New York girl......T~T

Maybe i should find someone for dating, how do you think???? Cause I'm so lonely....hehe XD
The life without Kpop and concert, my life would be nothing, it's boring......

Big Bang's Concert XD

看完演唱会后的两个礼拜忙着考试，现在才有时间说说当时的气氛，实在是太high了！！！还好前一晚就排队等待，老实说过夜的人真的。。。。好多好多！！！八点晚上到那儿都已经是右边488票的第十四人，哎呀！！！本以为会是前几位的说。。。。
不要紧！大家一起过夜，看着工作人员晚上还忙东忙西的，有一点点感触，演唱会！！！等了三个月的演唱会，真的。。。。到来了！！！哇，还是雨天，当晚只希望五只开始演唱时不会下雨。。。。看到我队第一位到来的亲竟是柔佛人，在星期四已到了！！！超夸张的！好好玩哦，第一次演唱会早二十四小时到，还过夜了！我们还在三更半夜游走Stadium一带。。。不错的经验，等待是有点不耐烦，但我们熬过了，就是为了能更接近他们，看得更清楚。。。。
说真的，真佩服妹妹能够睡着叻，我则一边听音乐一边拍照的，期待。。。。
终于过了第一晚，我们只是换了件衣服便回来了，在早上十点时，stadium已近排满人了，真的很多人。。。。演唱会晚上八点开始叻。。。大发！大家都为了fanclub所派发的蓝灯戒指和红灯戒指。。。。好美！
真的好多好多活动如火如荼地开始了。。。。也派发了很多礼物，周边，妹妹买了BB的荧光棒，超贵的，真佩服她，真是名副其实的VIP。。。。
好不容易挨到五点下午，BB的彩排开始了，好兴奋哦！虽然我们都排在外面，但喊声、尖叫声绝不输在场的。。。。假如能赢得进去目睹彩排那该多好。。。。但下大雨了！他们淋着雨彩排吗？？？大家都纷纷祈祷演唱会别下雨，但是入场后，演唱会开始前还是下了倾盆大雨。。。。欢呼声还是继续，雨却越下越大！真的很大，本来打算淋雨的我也披上了雨衣。。。。唉，拜托别下了，再那么大雨演唱会会取消吗？当时心中是那么想的。。。。
但是音乐一开始，哇！！！！全场high翻了，简直是奇迹！！！唱完“Tonight”后，五只现身后，雨变小了，之后雨停了！好感动！看到TOP越来越靠近我们，我却以为是胜利，还高举我做的胜利牌，超丢脸的，但是TOP真的很帅，好可爱，好呆，唱“Stupid Liar”时真的很靠近我们地跳舞，好可爱！！！！
之后就是GD了，好帅！！！看他的真人真的很帅，Rap得非常好，还有那一小段的“Crayon”和“One Of A Kind”简直证明了他们的实力！TOP和胜利的Beatbox非常棒！
之后是一直都跑来我们这一区的太阳和大成了！！！！一个字：帅！有型！爱死他们！
这是因为他们的身材在BB当中是最棒的，我们还能够那么近距离的欣赏，超爽的。。。。看到他们对我们大抛媚眼是，我简直疯了，wow，fantastic baby！大成还和我们玩了泼水游戏，泼了我们这儿两次哦，再加上胜利的一次，哈哈！！！这里最棒！
和他们的眼神交流的确会是我毕生难忘的。。。。我不会忘记。。。。大成对我们笑、太阳那调皮又可爱的舞蹈、GD用水泼自己身体、TOP跳那呆呆的女人舞、还有胜利夸张的动作。。。。全部都很可爱，还有声明一句：他们都很帅！不止有实力，还有外貌！
我。。。爱上了拥有才华、全场都唱里、用liveband演出的韩团， 就是他们证明了他们不单单只是偶像！他们拥有了一切，他们创造了stadium的奇迹！他们让Malaysia VIP 拥有毕生难忘的回忆，他们说被我们在雨中还是欢呼声的一幕感动了，他们说我们是最特别的。。。。
所以，希望他们再次到来，再次感动我们。。。。
在“Haru Haru” 大合唱时，我掉眼泪了，哭了！不懂为什么，就是这样哭了，他们是第一个，我看得所有演唱会当中令我哭的，他们感动了我，花费那么多是值得的，因为他让我二十年活在这世上创造了回忆、奇迹！这也是我坚持看演唱会的理由，看了那么多场，这一场一定是最棒的，最豪华的、最感动的。。。。
好怀念他们，你们在美国也像这儿一样吗？你们还会记得马来西亚的感动吗？记得我们的尖叫声吗？记得那唯一一场露天演唱会吗？
可以请求你们不要忘记吗？不要忘记我们的承诺：we will be here real soon^^

好想你们哦~~~~已经两个礼拜了，为什么一看影片还是那么的心动？为什么还是忘不了你们的眼神。。。？

Stop It XD

As the tittle, i like this song sang by B.A.P. Really fall in love with the song and the mv....Although Hyuna's ice cream also nice....
不要讲歌了，讲真的，剩下两天的时间而已，开始又怕又紧张了。。。。。怕什么？怕计划不像我想的一样，紧张是因为。。。。。啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
我真的要去看他们了！！！！这是我多崇拜的队呀！！！明天跟妹妹大干一场，设计最好的banner！！！加油！
事情开始有转机了，原来好多亲也和我一样要在stadium 外过夜！！！哇，单单想一下就很高兴了，我，越来越疯狂了，没办法啦，至于考试，还好是下午，不然。。。。
看来这周末我将化身为“程诗源”了！！！ 哈哈，好开心好开心。。。。
没想到他们明天就来Malaysia了，有没有那么幸运让我碰到呢？？？？
BigBang 啊，我疯了啦！好期待。。。。。过夜也是第一次，。。。。
如果能得到彩排的票当然最好。。。

我爱上了神话！！！

说真的，我也不懂为什么，就是这样沉沦下去，我不得不承认，我爱上了他们！
起初，我是崇拜年轻，有活力，并且和我年龄相符的偶像。。。。但是，竟然喜欢上了这个已出道十四年的长寿偶像！！！平均年龄三十三的偶像，我彻底疯狂了，就是因为神话放送中他们显示出自我，真正的、毫无掩盖的神话，就凭这一点，我爱上了神话，我爱上了T.O.P、perfect man， brand new， 还有他们最新歌曲Venus。
说我复古也不是，只是比其他的神话创造更炽认识他们而已。这是因为当我彻底爱上kpop时，已是sj、shinee、beast、infinite的时代了。。。。所以我对神话只有曾参加“我们结婚了”节目的团体，tvxq前很出名的团体、较放荡的偶像团体、teentop社长。。。。这就是我当初认识的神话。
现在呢，我竟然越来越喜欢他们了，矮矮但跳起舞来非常有魅力，幽默的 Lee Minwoo、艺能王，魅力王,出了名对女生。。。。的 Park Jungjae Junjin、长得很帅，但有点傻呼呼的队长Eric、声音很有魅力但有些粗鲁，对观众有所保留的 Shin Hyesung、看起来像傻瓜但却非常有艺能感，每次都沉沦在人家不能了解的黑白色世界的Kim Dongwan （让我在神话放送笑得最多的）、可爱却有杀伤力，非常绅士的老幺Andy。。。。。他们就是神话！！！相信大家也会像我一样，慢慢地沉沦在他们的魅力中。。。。
他们让我对中年男有了浓厚的兴趣，不再避忌，不会选择性对年龄大的中年存有偏见。。。。他们成功在韩国偶像团中打破许许多多的前列，维持了长达十四年的友谊。。。。多么的伟大，他们让粉丝等了四年，守住对粉丝的承诺，回归了舞台。。。。他们的奋斗，真的值得现今偶像们的尊敬。。。这就是他们所创造的神话。
我希望我现今所守护的偶像能够像神话一样走得长久，维持很好的关系。。。因为，现今的kpop很难得拥有这种长寿团体的存在。。。。Infinite， 希望你们能够做到！！！加油！
还有一个令我更喜欢神话的理由，他们的友谊，虽然会吵架、打架，但还是很珍惜彼此。。。。就像油跟水，eric 和 hyesung。。。看他们打打闹闹，吵来吵去的，但他们就是这样的关系，互相数落对方，却非常在乎对方。。。。为队友任何一位都可以牺牲。。。。真的很感动。。。虽已三十出头了。。。。但还是像小孩一样的玩闹，有时也会像三十岁的男人一样潇洒，他们就是我喜欢的神话！
看到所有队员在摄像面前也能够做回自己，那是比一些现今的偶像维护形象显得不自在是成为对比的。。。。我就是喜欢真实的一面，要骂粗口就骂，要打闹就打闹。。。。这不是更温馨吗？？？
真心希望其他团体也能够展现真实一面。。。。

Happy chuseok everyone^^

Actually i'm very very down right now, feel sad and disappointed, I hate why we are going to KRS camp this week and this made me can't win the tickets to enter The One Concert, I want to go so badly!!!
When i opened my facebook today i saw many people post about the concert and is daebak!!!! Feel so regret why i didn't go to get the tickets, I want to meet B1A4 again, and same for A Pink who i never met before, feel very very down and disappointed.....but what can i do? they are going back to Korea already, now i just hope they will back here soon, Jinyoung, do you know how i missed your smile and your face when you wave at me last year during your rehearsal for MOA???? I swear will become a BANA since that day.....
I also heard that the concert last so late until many people didn't have a bus to go back....is that true??? BANAs, feel so pity for u all.....But if i'm at there i will also choose to stay there or stalk my idol^^
i saw many photos uploaded by my facebook friend and i know they made the concert very high, although there are also Chinese singer the most, but kpop fans is more at there, right??? Wow!Fantastic baby^^ is kpop time, now i can't wait for Big Bang Alive Tour for nest month sure we are going crazy^^
Please, i want to won more tickets for my friends so we can go and shout together for Big Bang^^
G Dragon! TOP! Seungri! Daesung and my Taeyang XD I'm sure it will be very high for Malaysian fans and we will see 1 Malaysia at there!!!!
actually is been a year since i crazy about  kpop concert started with Korean Wave Concert Live in Malaysia last year and i enter many concerts since then.
My skin become so dark right now so i can't fly to see B1A4 yesterday....If not.....Huhu~~~
I love Kpop!!!!! I proud to be a part of Kpop fans^^

十八岁

十八岁，感觉所有人都可以恋爱，而且为了一件小事堵上性命的年纪。我的十八岁的确如此。到了现在也是一样。。。。难道我就是所谓的年年十八？哈哈~~~ 看了这句话，真的觉得很有道理，往往我们都会为了小事而拼死拼活的，就像我看演唱会时的激情，开心，那种旁观者无法理解的心情，又high又不舍得的。。。说真的，每次在演唱会现场时，所有感觉飘飘然的，那种感觉就算是短短两小时却能够让我的人生经起一种激动。。。。向上了瘾一样地呐喊，场上的观众顿时成为一家人，一起尽情地呐喊，为自己的偶像献出一份力。。。。。我中毒了！这毒慢慢的蔓延到我身上，无法自拔。。。。虽然在演唱会开始前等待的时间很无奈，我可是为了晚上八点开始的演唱会在早上八点就等的哦！！！十二个小时是多么的难过，多么的摧残，多么的无奈，但当我们度过了那一刻，就是那区区的两小时竟奇迹般地让我们忘了十二小时的苦。。。。。。汗流浃背、争先恐后、甚至吵了起来（MTV World Stage 时），但看到偶像的那一刹那，所有东西都忘了，只剩下呐喊、感动、流泪。。。。。这就是我们人的威力。。。。
到了现在，我还是无法摆脱十八岁，虽然已二十一了。。。。。是不是因为我的十八岁不够有趣？太乏味？不太开心？想要在自己有能力的二十一岁完成十八岁无法完成的梦想，这就是我的人生。
好羡慕还没过十八岁的妹妹，虽然没有我的品学兼优、没有我的全校第一，她却拥有了比我更伟大的友情，有了一大堆属于他的娱乐，epop，kpop。。。。。。还有她的老公，“权志龙”。。。。。唉。。。。如果让我重选，我希望拥有她的人生。可以想象即将来临的十八岁是怎样的吗？？？？在未满十八岁的她已经接近实现自己的梦想，见到人生中的“他”。妹妹是VIP，ELF，Hottest。。。。身边的朋友当然也是那一群疯狂的粉丝，我呢？哈哈~~~~当然到了现在，我和朋友们还是追潮我们的十八岁，还是有VIP，ELF等。。。。。但千万别忘了当时的东方神起。。。。。。班上为了uknow 和 hero组成两派呢!
分享一下“回答吧！1997”里的名言吧！我超喜欢的^^
18岁，大人们都说我们这个年纪的时候看到落叶也会哭泣。
.....但当时的我们，比任何的大人都严肃，激烈，痛苦过。
人和人都不一样，这就是世界的法则，人类生长的法则。
"究竟，我相信是真的中，真实的有几个。"
"真实让人很不舒服。不过要是不知道那个不舒服，我们一辈子，都要把假的当真的过。不舒服的真实，我们也要知道。"
人要对身边的梦满足，要实现很远的梦，只会让自己累，伤心。空虚的热情只能留下伤痕，所以世上最笨的事就是单相思。那也是，还能继续做那笨的单相思的理由是那个热情偶尔会成就大的奇迹，偶尔会绕很大圈来达成。就算没有实现梦想，也在梦想附近徘徊，等待幸福的到来。
第二次世界大战，为了结束这场战争，联合军队突袭了德国，月夜的登陆作战，作战名是D-day，决战日准备D-day是需要缜密的战略，要准确知道对手的位置，理解对手的状况，要会读懂对手的心。不能以为准备就绪就掉以轻心，也不能留下空隙，因为D-day只会有胜利或者失败两个结果。
没有比现在更恳切的明天，因为明天也许永远都不会到来。其实人生没有多长，我们没有太多时间讨论不在眼前的，可能都不会有的下一次机会。
经典吧？？？？觉得很有意思~~~~

Concert Concert Concert XD

"The suns go down the stars come out" The Wanted is coming to Malaysia!!!! But is on weekdays, so i can't  attend.....plus many many concerts more.....XD Wonder Girls, T ara, B1A4, Zea even 2Ne1 is coming!!! But why i can't see my favourite group Infinite coming????? And somemore, i also hope to attend or won at least one of the concert, so what can i do???? How i am going to do to get the opportunity to meet them live??? I'm  so excited when i heard B1A4 and A Pink will be coming to Malaysia for a free concert but we need to grab the ticket before that, how i'm going to get the tickets???? Somebody help me please....I don't think i have time to go KL just for the tickets....How????????????? I really wanna meet Eunji, the main character in "Reply 1997" and of course JinYoung, leader of  B1A4......I like him so much since he wave at me last year, during MOA Concert.....Really a sweet memory for me.....
Recently I addicted to FT Island music, smooth and nice, I like Lee HongKi's voice so much.....Especially the title song "I wish", I like the guitar as the opening background music, and of course my bias JongHoon....Really can't believe that they are debut on 2007 and same age as me....talented and excellent young boy band.....From the song "Thunder" on 2007, and "I Hope" on 2009 i think, i fall in love with their music...
So song for today i will introduce to you is FT Island's "I Wish"......
I'm glad to see B.A.P growing hotter and hotter, even more popular....

奇怪的感觉

你们曾经试过，看戏看到很感动，看到很想哭？？？看一部戏也能让我们带着那么一点点的遗憾。。。。不懂该怎么形容的感觉，出现了。。。。
最近疯狂的追戏，尤其是“回答吧！1997”，我还天天都跑去看这部戏的贴吧，应该说这是我第一次搜索贴吧吧。。。。哈哈~~~~
看戏也是其中一个让我解除无聊生活的方法。。。。。怎么样都觉得自己的生活也不会很无聊啦。。。。。还是很开心的，追星、看电影、唱k、和朋友聊天。。。。。。。
其实这次给我奇怪感觉的就是这部戏了，天天打开电脑，就会查看每周二播放的这部韩剧中文字幕出了吗？ 这字幕竟比“致美丽的你”和“阿娘使道传” 更迟出叻！ 真的等的我都。。。。。有点不耐烦。当然看了大家的评论后，希望结局能够是happy ending 啦！
至于现实中，看了综艺节目“Go Show” 中，我们的男主角好像对女的有好感叻！ 快快戏假成真吧！这可不是只有我希望的哦！！！！哈哈哈~~~
说道奇怪，就是看了这部戏让我回想好多好多事， 小时候、初中、高中、毕业后。。。。其实，我的1997是怎样的呢？？？ 有点回忆不起了、。。。。
1997年，我上幼儿园，第一次离开父母身边去上课，但我很乖，没有哭，乖乖上完课，那时的我很挑食，好像吃不惯幼儿园的食物，还被院长骂之类的。。。。六岁的我认识了人生中第一个朋友。。。。我还记得是名叫丽晶的朋友。。。。。还有一个印度朋友。。。。忘了。。。。那时我真的有点笨，记忆中好像不太受欢迎，绘画比赛差点得奖，数学比赛得了第一名，还有第一个“第一名”，因为不太受老师们欢迎，本以为一无所有的，但记忆中的我得了全级第一名！！！很开心。。。。。
还有不好的回忆，我不敢在班上说话，所以尿急时只在忍啊忍的，差点出事了，幸好老师及时发现我不太对劲，那时肚子很痛很痛，却说不出来。。。。老师通知了我爸爸。。。爸爸带我到诊所，之后上了厕所，啊！！！！舒服！！！是不是觉得97年的我很笨，没用，不懂事？？？当初也没想到会有今天吧！！！当上了老师，这次轮到我对“小嘉嘉” 负责了，应该会有好多“小嘉嘉” 吧？
这就是我的1997.。。。
那么，像主角们，我的十八岁呢？？？？
十八岁的我，面对了选择未来的时刻，也是刚刚过了大考的时候，大家都在期待得到理想的成绩，朋友们呢，好多中奖了！！！就是国民服务啦！我呢，趁此机会去打了几分假期工。。。。赚了不少钱，在我们家啊还是靠自己好！父母的负担太大了。。。我之后还有妹妹、两个弟弟在上课，小弟弟更是还小。。。。等他毕业看来我都三十了，哈哈！
姐姐也出来工作了，但我不想放弃学业，所以一直期待自己的成绩，十八岁的我，第一次拥有电脑，第一次接触那么多人（推销员嘛）、第一次大庭广众报告（当时还打了份PR Coordinator 的工作）。。。。蛮好玩的，与朋友们的见面次数也少了。。。。。可说大家都开始为未来打拼的一年吧！ 有的再出成绩之前就到外地深造了，有的呢国名服务，有的像我一样打工，当得知成绩后，大家也分开了。。。。。
做工的做工、读中六的读中六、还有师范、Poly，护士。。。。。就这样十八岁，我们决定了未来。。。。。
我也第一次来到外地，认识不同地方，不同方言的朋友。。。。
所以说：人生中最宝贵的回忆，戏里的1997年，我的2009年。。。。

突然想写blog~

我很犯贱对吧？？？！！！！这么多功课课业还没赶完，竟在这里写东西？请给我动力吧！！！我很想做，可是一打开电脑就是检查“应答吧！1997” 的中字出了吗？或是上facebook一下~去google有什么韩国新歌，日子就是这样过。。。 我，不寂寞，我自己也觉得神奇~~~应该觉得寂寞才是正常的吗？那。。。。我不正常？ 哈哈~天天这样看戏，又希望自己想戏里女主角一样被爱，好浪漫的爱情。。。。我能拥有吗？？？ 人往往也会有一点点渴望如此完美的爱情。。。。我领会了一个道理：你爱的人不是最爱你的人，但人往往不会选择最爱的人作为自己终身幸福，很好奇对吧？ 我也不明白。。。。就像不能长久却爱得最热烈的初恋一样，为什么？？？ 最幸福的瞬间都不会永久，会有结束的一天。。。。。我可以选择让它永久吗？？？？ 真心希望爱我的人出现，也希望自己遇到能够心动的人时老实面对自己（我还没有悸动的感觉，说实话）大胆地向他表白。。。。。就算被拒绝，但至少我尝试了，不是吗？ 真的好久没写blog了，半年了吧。。。。。听着既轻快又带些悲感的歌，我在打着这份文章。 人生，就是那么的短暂，我们不知道何时能够开心、伤心、愤怒。。。。。 就像一场电影，直到你离开了，才会落幕的电影。。。。。我们活着的一天，电影就聊无止境的播放着。。。。。 还是一样，自己还是改变了，不断的改变，人成长的过程会不断的改变。。。。。只是大家都不愿意承认而已~~~~ 无论如何，我都不会忘记初心，那就是做自己想要做的事，不要后悔。。。。。 最近都在追戏，韩剧、综艺。。。。。唉。。。。。 介绍大家好戏吧！ 阿娘使道传~致美丽的你~ 回答吧！1997~ 熊猫小姐与刺猬~ 都很好看。。。。。尤其是 回答吧！1997。。。。原本以为是喜剧所以也不太注重，在妹妹强力推荐之下以及是我偶像infinite Hoya 李浩元 的初步戏剧，我看了。。。。。真的好像我们日常生活的事情啊！根本就像有剧本的人生。。。。看了这部戏竟还会真心希望现实中的勋云宰和诗源能够在一起，就是徐仁国和A Pink 的 Eunji。。。。天真对吧？ 希望结局能够在一起，真心祝福。。。。戏假情真的一幕在之前“仁显王后的男人”的池贤宇与刘仁娜就曾发生过。。。。他们会不会是另一对？期待。。。。。说真的，本来对自己设定的理想型和Shinee MinHo 一样，现在呢，希望一个勋云宰能出现在我的生活。。。。。。看了这部戏，你们就会明白了。。。。。真的完全上瘾了。。。。 尝试看看吧！！！！ OST也非常好听。。。。。音源也非常高哦！ 真的不想那么快21岁。。。。。

Going crazy!!!

Although the dateline of assignment is nearly soon.....but i wanna take one time to relax myself and start to work it out tomorrow!!!Yes, i know i can do this...
My wishes may come true because there are some news that my favorite group Infinite will come to Malaysia soon maybe on June for a fanmeeting! Wow!!!! How should i response?!!!! So damn excited!!!! I swear i will try everything to get to there!!! Yes, i won't spend more from now and work as a parttime this sembreak, hope it will take me there....please..... i hope i can meet my favourite Hoya the dancing machine, L Myung Soo pretty boy and handsome and Nam Woohyun my dear in that group....Bring them here please!!!! suitable date please!!!! really wanna see their synchronize dance live....I want!!!
One more, super show 4!!! Still praying...please, bring them here.......that's only what i want...
and now i will save money, yes as my first plan to watch these two awesome group who had inspired me very much!!!
I think I can't live without their show and song!!!!
Nice song and dancing skills!!!!
Please bring them here!!!!
I guess i am going crazy right now....My life will be perfect if i have spent my time cheering for them!!! Totally high-ing right now!!!
There are also 2 drama i chasing to watch and downloading it every single episodes....of course the OST......
shut up flower boy band and dream high 2!!! Falling in love with JB the cute and shy boy and hyungsoo played by L the coolest and prettiest guitarist of "ang ku jiong hua!" Looking forward for their acting^^
there are also some variety shows like B1A4 sesame player, SNSD and dangerous boy, Hello Baby Mblaq, Ta dah BAP.....chasing like crazy!

Re flashing back......

想回过去一年做的许许多多疯狂的事，终于，我跨入了二字头，唉，一定要实现自己的承诺，对自己的承诺一定要做到！不能玩得疯狂， 要克制自己。。。。
可是，我还是会对自己立下几个愿望：
我想和家人去旅行，享受和家人的时光，能吗？？？
想出国，泰国新加玻也好。。。。
看 supershow 4!我唯一一场想在今年看的，或许还有infinite beast 的演唱会，还不确定他们的到来。。。。
无论多么困难都好，生活还是要过的，路，是人闯出来的，所以还是得继续走下去，这是我突然明白的。。。
但是，我还是坚持一个原则，不戴面具做人！不会。。。。所以呢，今年迈入二字头的我是不是变成熟了？？？
一切事都是美丽的邂逅，浮云。。。。所以我学会看开，不理会，能帮就帮。。。。不再对人存有偏见。。。哈哈，看先咯，都不知道自己能不能做到。。。。
当然，我还会继续追星，只是要克制而已，不能像之前要去就去，说真的，累了！
一个月来回吉隆玻三次。。。。还逗留一两天，真的很累。。。。
真的很努力赚钱，为了你们，super junior!!! hwaiting!!!
今年，我也能够闯过的。。。
之前听到的世界末日论，真的会发生吗？？？？不管了！努力实现我的愿望！！！
话说有个亲邀我去韩国，超想去的说！！！赚钱！！！！
如果没有末日，明年我就能够去了~~~~