朋友？什么人才是。。。。才值得配得起这个称呼？？？？
到底是怎样的人才能真正当我一辈子的知心朋友？？？？
想当初我曾经真心地对待一个朋友。。。。
换回来的是他们的背叛。。。。
曾经很想很想疯狂的和朋友在一起玩乐，。。。。
到最后才晓得他们只是想利用你。。。。
朋友们！你们是否与我有此同感？？？？
真正与他们交心时。。。。换来他们的忽略。。。。
换来他们的瞧不起。。。。。
换来他们玩弄你的心灵。。。。。
换来他们嘲笑。。。。
当他们需要你来当档箭盘时，
就会无比地接近你。。。。。。。
问你一声：“你还好吗？不好意思然你误会了。。。。^^”
假到要死！难道不能对人真心点吗？？？？
这让你我他都很难受。。。。。。。。。
拜托：如果真正有什么不爽请说出来。。。。。。。。
不要让误会加深，解释清楚。。。。。
让他了解，再见还是“朋友”。。。。。
在这想向大家澄清主角不是我。。。。。
只是不想，或许是不能看到别人对待朋友的心灵吧！
希望你们能像我一样，真心对待朋友。。。。。
他们毕竟得陪你们度过所有风风雨雨，
少了他们，你少了乐趣。。。。。
少了快乐的人生，
也因为如此，我付出我的真心对待朋友。。。。。
希望不会换来他们。。。。。。。。
种种的不好。。。。。
朋友，交得有意思才叫好朋友！
我恨庆幸有一堆好朋友。。。。。
也失望曾经交过伤害我的朋友，
真心点。。。。。。朋友~
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Going to be crazy!
you all will never expect what i'm doing for this few days!
debate debate and debate!
wakakakaakakakaka~
it's quite fun too for me, for sure it is very tired week~
you would not even expect where i am now.... go playing and hanging out at a place~ haha~
quite dangerous for me.....^^
it's challenging man! i am going to work lol at ipoh......
learn something new at here^^
but today not started yet~ maybe tomorrow or not... but is okay course i'm going out and stay outside^^ good^^
something disturbing me a lot right now~ why i can't stand for a friendship or any relationship for about forever????? i just wonder~
like all my friends can't hang with me long time,.... we all will go to have a conflict each other....
why can't we turn back all the times to the past????
we hang out happily together and always having fun.....
i like the feel when we all still talk to each other without wonder.....
okay, stop talking about that~
i think it's gonna be awesome when chinese new year!
still waiting for it~ got two weeks to go.......
debate debate and debate!
wakakakaakakakaka~
it's quite fun too for me, for sure it is very tired week~
you would not even expect where i am now.... go playing and hanging out at a place~ haha~
quite dangerous for me.....^^
it's challenging man! i am going to work lol at ipoh......
learn something new at here^^
but today not started yet~ maybe tomorrow or not... but is okay course i'm going out and stay outside^^ good^^
something disturbing me a lot right now~ why i can't stand for a friendship or any relationship for about forever????? i just wonder~
like all my friends can't hang with me long time,.... we all will go to have a conflict each other....
why can't we turn back all the times to the past????
we hang out happily together and always having fun.....
i like the feel when we all still talk to each other without wonder.....
okay, stop talking about that~
i think it's gonna be awesome when chinese new year!
still waiting for it~ got two weeks to go.......
Monday, January 25, 2010
mad~
i feel i'm gonna be mad already!!!!!
真的真的不能再忍受了！！！！！
这是什么朋友来的？？？？？
如果我在讲下去，恐怕就要发火了！！！！！
我很火！真的无法忍受天天“中枪”的感觉。。。。。
我会死的。。。。。
在这样下去，我真的会死的！！！！！
现在连broadband也要玩弄我。。。。。。
一直disconnect!
我真的快要发疯了！！！！！！
真的真的不能再忍受了！！！！！
这是什么朋友来的？？？？？
如果我在讲下去，恐怕就要发火了！！！！！
我很火！真的无法忍受天天“中枪”的感觉。。。。。
我会死的。。。。。
在这样下去，我真的会死的！！！！！
现在连broadband也要玩弄我。。。。。。
一直disconnect!
我真的快要发疯了！！！！！！
Thursday, January 21, 2010
心动？？？
我到底是不是心动了？
一个接近完美的男生出现在我面前。。。。
真叫人心动。。。。
但是，我。。。。
如果真的这么容易心动，怎么爱一个人？？？
你曾经无不提起另外一个他。。。。
现在却那么容易心动。。。
彭嘉嘉！你干嘛那么花心的？？？？
不可以那么容易动摇。。。。
难道你忘了吗？？？？
这个人曾经伤过你，
就算他有多么的完美，也没用。。。。
毕竟他曾经伤过你。。。。
不算伤啦。。。。
他真的接近十全十美了。。。
会弹钢琴，会跳街舞。。。。
会打篮球，羽球。。。。
不错。。。。
嗨。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
人算不如天算，
一切随缘吧！
如果他真的要牵我手，我不会拒绝的。。。
因为你有令我心动，
虽然你不是，
我心中的那一个他。。。。。
我在尽力。。。。。接受你，
忘记他。。。。
加油！！！！！
心动是件好事^^
一个接近完美的男生出现在我面前。。。。
真叫人心动。。。。
但是，我。。。。
如果真的这么容易心动，怎么爱一个人？？？
你曾经无不提起另外一个他。。。。
现在却那么容易心动。。。
彭嘉嘉！你干嘛那么花心的？？？？
不可以那么容易动摇。。。。
难道你忘了吗？？？？
这个人曾经伤过你，
就算他有多么的完美，也没用。。。。
毕竟他曾经伤过你。。。。
不算伤啦。。。。
他真的接近十全十美了。。。
会弹钢琴，会跳街舞。。。。
会打篮球，羽球。。。。
不错。。。。
嗨。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
人算不如天算，
一切随缘吧！
如果他真的要牵我手，我不会拒绝的。。。
因为你有令我心动，
虽然你不是，
我心中的那一个他。。。。。
我在尽力。。。。。接受你，
忘记他。。。。
加油！！！！！
心动是件好事^^
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
hang out
actually hang out is very very nice for we all..... but.....^^ you know.
sometimes not going out with all people together is the best......
wanna go out just a few of us, don't want a group, too many people and it will also make us go to a place seperately.....=(
i don't like that, if wanna go out together, can we just go together at every place? hate the feel when seperate.....
boring o.... everyday wants to do the same thing...... i am dying~
that's not the life i want~~~no!!!!!
everyday facebook.......blogging, wow damn bore!
i hope there can be more entertain thing happen in my life......
listening to music now........
am i gonna spend my 18th life at here?????
sometimes not going out with all people together is the best......
wanna go out just a few of us, don't want a group, too many people and it will also make us go to a place seperately.....=(
i don't like that, if wanna go out together, can we just go together at every place? hate the feel when seperate.....
boring o.... everyday wants to do the same thing...... i am dying~
that's not the life i want~~~no!!!!!
everyday facebook.......blogging, wow damn bore!
i hope there can be more entertain thing happen in my life......
listening to music now........
am i gonna spend my 18th life at here?????
Debate
wow~ full released~ finally it is over!i can sleep early today already~
hehe~ very happy that i have done all this thing, now i can rest well...
feel like lazy to do research for another round already.... sometimes got a little bit feel like wanna lose la.....
haha~ no need to ready for other tittle... no need to let my hand shake.... very hard you know?
very tired to fight this and that you know?
haizzz..... just let myself more busy only.......
don't think and stop think about it! haha~~~
so boring o~~~~still wanna training for senior to see...... damn it! sure will been shooted until......
i should be ready for that~ if not,.... don't know what will happen to me later~
just sing it perform it with no regret! haha~ chia, i know you can do it....
hope i can do it^^
some problem may happen tomorrow..........
hopes that i'm wrong, hopes that there's nothing happen@@
just knowing maybe my ex admirer.... don't know why, feel he is very optimist in his life....
he learn piano, breakdance.... wow! suddenly feel he is very good! don't know he can be that good before~
before that just like a naughty boy who loves to play basketball and badminton.... sporty.... why he change himself to such gentleman already????
wow~ people can change.....
hehe~ very happy that i have done all this thing, now i can rest well...
feel like lazy to do research for another round already.... sometimes got a little bit feel like wanna lose la.....
haha~ no need to ready for other tittle... no need to let my hand shake.... very hard you know?
very tired to fight this and that you know?
haizzz..... just let myself more busy only.......
don't think and stop think about it! haha~~~
so boring o~~~~still wanna training for senior to see...... damn it! sure will been shooted until......
i should be ready for that~ if not,.... don't know what will happen to me later~
just sing it perform it with no regret! haha~ chia, i know you can do it....
hope i can do it^^
some problem may happen tomorrow..........
hopes that i'm wrong, hopes that there's nothing happen@@
just knowing maybe my ex admirer.... don't know why, feel he is very optimist in his life....
he learn piano, breakdance.... wow! suddenly feel he is very good! don't know he can be that good before~
before that just like a naughty boy who loves to play basketball and badminton.... sporty.... why he change himself to such gentleman already????
wow~ people can change.....
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Eat! Eat! Eat!
just "sapu" finish all the food or maybe can be said as supper~ wow, very full now! hehe~
finishing traning for singing performance.... like hell man! always train until 9 something, i wanna die already la!!!!! no voice, no energy and still got many works to do....
debate debate! why all people feel so stressful??? i wonder if i too strict at that time... many people feel stress o~
lol~~~i make people become so stress....
haizzz.... don't what i'm doing now... why i feel so stress o? i mean i feel i make people stress...
actually i don't want to do so....
suddenly,i realised a facts.....
if this world didn't get a bad person, there will not be a good person, for sure there will not!
so, i prefer to be a bad person neither a good person to give the opportunity to those people who wants to be a good person^^
i'm still learning to become a bad person.... i want to....
maybe become a bad person will maje me feel better....
sometimes people may not appreciated what you're doing......
so something that hurt them may raise their attention....
bad girl may be a good choice.....
but not bad at all.... just sometimes.....
finishing traning for singing performance.... like hell man! always train until 9 something, i wanna die already la!!!!! no voice, no energy and still got many works to do....
debate debate! why all people feel so stressful??? i wonder if i too strict at that time... many people feel stress o~
lol~~~i make people become so stress....
haizzz.... don't what i'm doing now... why i feel so stress o? i mean i feel i make people stress...
actually i don't want to do so....
suddenly,i realised a facts.....
if this world didn't get a bad person, there will not be a good person, for sure there will not!
so, i prefer to be a bad person neither a good person to give the opportunity to those people who wants to be a good person^^
i'm still learning to become a bad person.... i want to....
maybe become a bad person will maje me feel better....
sometimes people may not appreciated what you're doing......
so something that hurt them may raise their attention....
bad girl may be a good choice.....
but not bad at all.... just sometimes.....
Saturday, January 16, 2010
今天可以说是蛮倒霉的一天了，哈哈~
一大早醒来— -是下午了。。。。做了测验，唉~ 才两巴仙罢了！今天一定很难过。。。果然！
爸爸叫我如真的要节省开支就不必去剪头发了。。。+.+已计划久了的剪头发计划又要泡汤了！
我已蛮久没修头发了叻！有点不爽。。。
哎~ 之后上网时又遇不到一些谈得来的朋友，真不懂当时他们去了哪里叻！
等了很久还是没有。。。
只好自己乱乱comment人咯。。。。
他没上网。。。。 我真的放弃了。。。。
看到他很幸福，自己也蛮开心的。。。。
虽然还会有点遗憾，但还是算了吧！
还是将这心思花在我的朋友以及关心我的人，可能会更好。。。
对所有人都很好！
电话又没钱了啦！气死人了！！！！ 每次都这样。。。
不知不觉用完钱了。。。。
真的很担心星期一咯。。。。 体育，篮球。。。。
我一定半条命的！！！
还是一整天上课叻！不累死才怪！
我真是个把半途而废的人叻！功课做到一半罢了。。。 又将它丢在一边了。。。。
又要等回去才做。。。。
妈妈又无端端被人抢劫。。。。。幸好没事罢了。。。。
开始担心妈妈的安危了。。。。好怕~好怕~
这次没事，那下一次呢？
我很怕。。。。
天天要过那马路。。。。 真的很危险。。。。
这次只抢到一包油罢了~
你能保证没有下一次吗？？？？？？
只出外读书半年罢了。。。。 家里就发生了很多事。。。。
真的很不安心。。。。
爸爸，妈妈，大姐，嘉微，运宏，运健。。。。
可以答应我。。。。
不要有事吗？？？？？
我真的很怕~~~~~
一大早醒来— -是下午了。。。。做了测验，唉~ 才两巴仙罢了！今天一定很难过。。。果然！
爸爸叫我如真的要节省开支就不必去剪头发了。。。+.+已计划久了的剪头发计划又要泡汤了！
我已蛮久没修头发了叻！有点不爽。。。
哎~ 之后上网时又遇不到一些谈得来的朋友，真不懂当时他们去了哪里叻！
等了很久还是没有。。。
只好自己乱乱comment人咯。。。。
他没上网。。。。 我真的放弃了。。。。
看到他很幸福，自己也蛮开心的。。。。
虽然还会有点遗憾，但还是算了吧！
还是将这心思花在我的朋友以及关心我的人，可能会更好。。。
对所有人都很好！
电话又没钱了啦！气死人了！！！！ 每次都这样。。。
不知不觉用完钱了。。。。
真的很担心星期一咯。。。。 体育，篮球。。。。
我一定半条命的！！！
还是一整天上课叻！不累死才怪！
我真是个把半途而废的人叻！功课做到一半罢了。。。 又将它丢在一边了。。。。
又要等回去才做。。。。
妈妈又无端端被人抢劫。。。。。幸好没事罢了。。。。
开始担心妈妈的安危了。。。。好怕~好怕~
这次没事，那下一次呢？
我很怕。。。。
天天要过那马路。。。。 真的很危险。。。。
这次只抢到一包油罢了~
你能保证没有下一次吗？？？？？？
只出外读书半年罢了。。。。 家里就发生了很多事。。。。
真的很不安心。。。。
爸爸，妈妈，大姐，嘉微，运宏，运健。。。。
可以答应我。。。。
不要有事吗？？？？？
我真的很怕~~~~~
Friday, January 15, 2010
boring@@
wa.... just doing my luck test... damn dissapointed! just got 2 % only! lolzz.....
haizzz....
how i'm gonna spend this day o? downloading many new songs right now, nothing to do....
i think i'm not cuting my hair already, let it be long...
still very confused, money matter!
i feel i waste soooo many money already! how am i gonna cut the saving?
luckily i heard a good news that i will not pay to buy a new basketball! haha~
this is the most happiest thing i heard today....
haizzz....
how i'm gonna spend this day o? downloading many new songs right now, nothing to do....
i think i'm not cuting my hair already, let it be long...
still very confused, money matter!
i feel i waste soooo many money already! how am i gonna cut the saving?
luckily i heard a good news that i will not pay to buy a new basketball! haha~
this is the most happiest thing i heard today....
Damn bore...
somebody wanna go out! i am very boiring + tired now! damn it! still don't understand something...
i think day by day passed through, i have bored about my life at ipoh.... now i coming back to sp, but still bored with my life...i think i'm getting far away from all my friends... don't know why...
i told myself not to gossip people anymore, i really can held it??? i don't know but all i know i will try.....
people always say when i shoot people make people hurt, is it true?
i know this may make people feel unhappy to hang out with me, but what i'm shooting is just wanna entertain you all only! amke all people laugh and happy, that's my opportunity....
feel a little bit low, need to buy a basketball for Rm35! what the ****! i wanna bankrap already if still like that......=(
not enough money lol...come on! can you tell what can i do to control my savings cuz i really wanna get mad already! RM200 have been wasted just 2 weeks..... wow!
too much for me!.......
now, pay this and that i really wanna get mad liao o....
pj, basketball all come right through for a day! i can't breathe! an hour to rest only then wanna go practise singing!
i really tired if things still go like that!
OMG! can you let this sem passed through fast a bit?????????
i think day by day passed through, i have bored about my life at ipoh.... now i coming back to sp, but still bored with my life...i think i'm getting far away from all my friends... don't know why...
i told myself not to gossip people anymore, i really can held it??? i don't know but all i know i will try.....
people always say when i shoot people make people hurt, is it true?
i know this may make people feel unhappy to hang out with me, but what i'm shooting is just wanna entertain you all only! amke all people laugh and happy, that's my opportunity....
feel a little bit low, need to buy a basketball for Rm35! what the ****! i wanna bankrap already if still like that......=(
not enough money lol...come on! can you tell what can i do to control my savings cuz i really wanna get mad already! RM200 have been wasted just 2 weeks..... wow!
too much for me!.......
now, pay this and that i really wanna get mad liao o....
pj, basketball all come right through for a day! i can't breathe! an hour to rest only then wanna go practise singing!
i really tired if things still go like that!
OMG! can you let this sem passed through fast a bit?????????
Thursday, January 14, 2010
and it feels like.....
leann rimes song...suddenly listening to that song and feel very good, nice.... slow and comfortable to hear.....
sometimes the old thing may not be the bad thing, for example this old song(actually not that old la... just for me it can be considered as old only) actually is very comfort to hear that sometimes.... so i have realised something from this song, old thing not suposed to be a bad thing!
sometimes i still wonder about something that happened long long time ago.....
think about it....... regret? i don't think so. i would not regret with what i do long time ago.... no way!
i knew that people always blame this and that and sometimes feel regret with what they do..... but i think sometimes we can't blame all this thing because we have did it and this thing had happened already.... just forget it and take it easy!
even though i talk like that, but also got something that i feel regret after doing it...like not study well before or.... miss someone that might be mine if i want it...
but after a long thought, i wanna let it go and i have learned to let the things go...
it is happen already and the time has passed already, if we feel regret also not use at all....
actually i think that my my patience got its limit and i hate someone shoot me at the back...
i know someone have done it i can feel it. i just wanna tell that i hate all this thing, if got anything, just tell the truth! no need to hide!
hiding your feeling is actually a stupid and childish act! please... wake up man! you wanna step up to19 already, still act like a little girl??? OMG!
i wonder why they still can act like a child, gossip this and gossip that.... haizzz....
my friend! just tell face to face! we still got five years to study at the same class, so no need to hide this hide that, boikot this boikot that, betray him or her.... no use....
it can make yourself been hated only~
think wisely....
sometimes the old thing may not be the bad thing, for example this old song(actually not that old la... just for me it can be considered as old only) actually is very comfort to hear that sometimes.... so i have realised something from this song, old thing not suposed to be a bad thing!
sometimes i still wonder about something that happened long long time ago.....
think about it....... regret? i don't think so. i would not regret with what i do long time ago.... no way!
i knew that people always blame this and that and sometimes feel regret with what they do..... but i think sometimes we can't blame all this thing because we have did it and this thing had happened already.... just forget it and take it easy!
even though i talk like that, but also got something that i feel regret after doing it...like not study well before or.... miss someone that might be mine if i want it...
but after a long thought, i wanna let it go and i have learned to let the things go...
it is happen already and the time has passed already, if we feel regret also not use at all....
actually i think that my my patience got its limit and i hate someone shoot me at the back...
i know someone have done it i can feel it. i just wanna tell that i hate all this thing, if got anything, just tell the truth! no need to hide!
hiding your feeling is actually a stupid and childish act! please... wake up man! you wanna step up to19 already, still act like a little girl??? OMG!
i wonder why they still can act like a child, gossip this and gossip that.... haizzz....
my friend! just tell face to face! we still got five years to study at the same class, so no need to hide this hide that, boikot this boikot that, betray him or her.... no use....
it can make yourself been hated only~
think wisely....
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
playing badminton for an hour and more! i did it! just because wanna train my stamina so i can pass through Gerko and pj test....
hehe~ something that really made me happy the most is finally!!!!! i can go back to my home.... hahahahahaha~ thanks cherry cuz willing to fetch me back.... haha~ thanks soooooo much!
i miss my sister, papa, mami, wei, hon and jian.... glad to meet you all back.... i'm so happy la....
hehe^^
i think i will sleep at my beloved room for a whole day....
cuz need to wait a month more to go back already~
hehe~ something that really made me happy the most is finally!!!!! i can go back to my home.... hahahahahaha~ thanks cherry cuz willing to fetch me back.... haha~ thanks soooooo much!
i miss my sister, papa, mami, wei, hon and jian.... glad to meet you all back.... i'm so happy la....
hehe^^
i think i will sleep at my beloved room for a whole day....
cuz need to wait a month more to go back already~
Monday, January 11, 2010
so sad lolzzz.....
why today everything can't go well ???????
firstly, first time meet one of our chinese lecturer, damn "pandai' shooting people....
haiyooooo.....say what sp people mostly wanna married with malay! stupid! damn it! why just place all the things to sp people nia?????? not all sp people wanna go in islamic religion la.... for sure i'm not like that! haha~
then, pj....... the subject that i most hate.... wow, luckily didn't got any fitness test yet, but after lecturer had mentioned what we must do for this sem, i feel wanna die already!!!!!
2.4km!!!!!!! can i finish it? by running? walking? or "pengsan" at the halfway????
i can't imagine it already.....
haizzz....
the most sad thing is i don't wanna "kena' basketball but bullshit!!!! i got it as my this semester Gerko!!!! wow!!!! lolzzzz.... half year lol....... how can i getting through?
one more thing, he crush with another girl already.... so fast....
this made me very sad and feel like losing something@@.... wanna cry now!!!!
but i have made decision to forget him so just wish him good luck.....
the last thing.... the lowest mark among first intake girls in our class... what the~~~~
feel not very happy although i have statisfied with my result already....
but still got a little bit feel sad because my friends all got better than me ma.....
haizzzz...... let it go la....
the exam is over, most important thing is we had pass!!!
^^ cheer it up!
why today everything can't go well ???????
firstly, first time meet one of our chinese lecturer, damn "pandai' shooting people....
haiyooooo.....say what sp people mostly wanna married with malay! stupid! damn it! why just place all the things to sp people nia?????? not all sp people wanna go in islamic religion la.... for sure i'm not like that! haha~
then, pj....... the subject that i most hate.... wow, luckily didn't got any fitness test yet, but after lecturer had mentioned what we must do for this sem, i feel wanna die already!!!!!
2.4km!!!!!!! can i finish it? by running? walking? or "pengsan" at the halfway????
i can't imagine it already.....
haizzz....
the most sad thing is i don't wanna "kena' basketball but bullshit!!!! i got it as my this semester Gerko!!!! wow!!!! lolzzzz.... half year lol....... how can i getting through?
one more thing, he crush with another girl already.... so fast....
this made me very sad and feel like losing something@@.... wanna cry now!!!!
but i have made decision to forget him so just wish him good luck.....
the last thing.... the lowest mark among first intake girls in our class... what the~~~~
feel not very happy although i have statisfied with my result already....
but still got a little bit feel sad because my friends all got better than me ma.....
haizzzz...... let it go la....
the exam is over, most important thing is we had pass!!!
^^ cheer it up!
so sad lolzzz.....
why today everything can't go well ???????
firstly, first time meet one of our chinese lecturer, damn "pandai' shooting people....
haiyooooo.....say what sp people mostly wanna married with malay! stupid! damn it! why just place all the things to sp people nia?????? not all sp people wanna go in islamic religion la.... for sure i'm not like that! haha~
then, pj....... the subject that i most hate.... wow, luckily didn't got any fitness test yet, but after lecturer had mentioned what we must do for this sem, i feel wanna die already!!!!!
2.4km!!!!!!! can i finish it? by running? walking? or "pengsan" at the halfway????
i can't imagine it already.....
haizzz....
the most sad thing is i don't wanna "kena' basketball but bullshit!!!! i got it as my this semester Gerko!!!! wow!!!! lolzzzz.... half year lol....... how can i getting through?
one more thing, he crush with another girl already.... so fast....
this made me very sad and feel like losing something@@.... wanna cry now!!!!
but i have made decision to forget him so just wish him good luck.....
the last thing.... the lowest mark among first intake girls in our class... what the~~~~
feel not very happy although i have statisfied with my result already....
but still got a little bit feel sad because my friends all got better than me ma.....
haizzzz...... let it go la....
the exam is over, most important thing is we had pass!!!
^^ cheer it up!
why today everything can't go well ???????
firstly, first time meet one of our chinese lecturer, damn "pandai' shooting people....
haiyooooo.....say what sp people mostly wanna married with malay! stupid! damn it! why just place all the things to sp people nia?????? not all sp people wanna go in islamic religion la.... for sure i'm not like that! haha~
then, pj....... the subject that i most hate.... wow, luckily didn't got any fitness test yet, but after lecturer had mentioned what we must do for this sem, i feel wanna die already!!!!!
2.4km!!!!!!! can i finish it? by running? walking? or "pengsan" at the halfway????
i can't imagine it already.....
haizzz....
the most sad thing is i don't wanna "kena' basketball but bullshit!!!! i got it as my this semester Gerko!!!! wow!!!! lolzzzz.... half year lol....... how can i getting through?
one more thing, he crush with another girl already.... so fast....
this made me very sad and feel like losing something@@.... wanna cry now!!!!
but i have made decision to forget him so just wish him good luck.....
the last thing.... the lowest mark among first intake girls in our class... what the~~~~
feel not very happy although i have statisfied with my result already....
but still got a little bit feel sad because my friends all got better than me ma.....
haizzzz...... let it go la....
the exam is over, most important thing is we had pass!!!
^^ cheer it up!
Saturday, January 9, 2010
this maybe is my first time using chinese language to finish up this little post.....
有一个人，他的一举一动，他的某某动作，
在此已深深影响了我，我不懂为何，也不懂从几时开始，
他出现在我的小小日记里，
他慢慢的占据了我的部落格，也占据了我的心，
奇怪对吗？
我一向来都藏着我的心意，
但这一次真的不同，
他与众不同，虽然长得不像洋人歌手，洋人演员，
但他却成功引起我的注意，
让我不知不觉把注意力转向他，
望着他，我心跳加速，全身发热，甚至窒息，
我变得有点吞吞吐吐，
当我面对他，心中会有一丝兴奋，
这种感觉是我人生第一次拥有而已。。。。
一见到他，我会有种兴奋的感觉，
见不到他，心中往往会有一点失落，
眼神不知不觉射向他，
有时候，他也望过来时，自然而然感到开心。。。。
有时候觉得蛮丢脸的。。。 哈哈~
后悔当时对他太过冷清，后悔当时说了许多敷衍他的话，
后悔当时不和他多点相处，真的真的很后悔，
但。。。。太迟了。。。。
现在，已没有回头的机会，
如果时间能倒流。。。。
第一天见面，我会选择和他共享午餐，
抽出时间和他谈天，
与他相处，与他面对面，
我会非常开心。。。 ^^
他，已令我走火入魔了。。。。
我已跌下他的陷阱了。。。。
当没有他的日子，我觉得失去了灵魂，
整个人会很失落，无精打采。。。
就像现在的我。。。。 超想念他。。。。
一天没收到他的信息，会很失落。。。。。
一收到他的信息，就算一个字，却令我非常高兴，
至少你还记得我。。。。
我很想你，超想你，
每一份每一秒，
我变了，我真的变了，
因为我的脑海里多了一个你。。。。 怎么赶也赶不出去。。。。
以前，我能够将一个人，很轻易的将他赶出我的为生活，
但是你，却怎么样都赶不出。。。。。
我到底怎么了。。。。
我变得有点少发言了。。。。
再也不能产生话题。。。。
一有时间，就会发简讯给你。。。。。
一有空间，就不知不觉想起你。。。。
一寂寞，你就会出现在我的脑海里。。。。。
天啊！我怎么那么脆弱？
为何会对他倾心？
明知没机会发展。。。。
却还在想着。。。。
为什么他对我那么好？
为什么他要让我留着一丝希望？
在简讯里，你说你很无聊。。。。。
你不会找话题。。。
但。。。。
当我面对你，你总是有说不完的话。。。。
最近的你，非常失落。。。。
我也不好受。。。。。
在与朋友的谈话里，总是控制不了地提起你。。。。
自己也会无端端傻笑。。。。
我真的真的喜欢你。。。。
喜欢上你。。。。。。
有时候。。。。
想想你那可爱的样子。。。。
对着我傻笑的样子。。。。
作弄我的样子。。。。。。
和你朋友要迟到的样子。。。。。
被人报告的样子。。。
真的真的一直在我脑海里闪过。。。。。
我不懂如何解释这一切。。。。。
如果有机会再次遇见你。。。。。
我会把握每刻每秒，
与你谈天谈个痛快。。。。。
因为，
我真的很想遇回你。。。。
真的。。。。。
但，。。。。
我真的有勇气面对你吗???
我开始搞不清我想要的到底是什么。。。。
是他？
还是一段恋情？
我真的不懂。。。。。。。。。
但。。。
他是唯一一个令我心动的人。。。。
到目前为止。。。。
真的。。。。。
我很想他。。。。。。
希望再次听到他的声音，
看到他的背影，
接近他，面对他，
还会有这机会吗？
他。。。。
到底对我有何感受？？？
我想知道。。。。。
但没勇气问。。。。
我和他，犹如两个世界的人。。。。
会有机会吗？？？
喜欢一个人，原来是那么的痛苦。。。。
整个人变了。。。。
变得所有事情都与他有关。。。。
唉。。。
我该如何面对。。。。
这是我第一章华文字文章。。。。。
也是最后一章。。。
写了这一篇，就代表我要彻底忘了他。。。
别再想了，
那是没结果的。。。。
就让他画上句号吧！
再见了。。。。美好的恋爱！
这是最好的方法。。。。
放弃！
有一个人，他的一举一动，他的某某动作，
在此已深深影响了我，我不懂为何，也不懂从几时开始，
他出现在我的小小日记里，
他慢慢的占据了我的部落格，也占据了我的心，
奇怪对吗？
我一向来都藏着我的心意，
但这一次真的不同，
他与众不同，虽然长得不像洋人歌手，洋人演员，
但他却成功引起我的注意，
让我不知不觉把注意力转向他，
望着他，我心跳加速，全身发热，甚至窒息，
我变得有点吞吞吐吐，
当我面对他，心中会有一丝兴奋，
这种感觉是我人生第一次拥有而已。。。。
一见到他，我会有种兴奋的感觉，
见不到他，心中往往会有一点失落，
眼神不知不觉射向他，
有时候，他也望过来时，自然而然感到开心。。。。
有时候觉得蛮丢脸的。。。 哈哈~
后悔当时对他太过冷清，后悔当时说了许多敷衍他的话，
后悔当时不和他多点相处，真的真的很后悔，
但。。。。太迟了。。。。
现在，已没有回头的机会，
如果时间能倒流。。。。
第一天见面，我会选择和他共享午餐，
抽出时间和他谈天，
与他相处，与他面对面，
我会非常开心。。。 ^^
他，已令我走火入魔了。。。。
我已跌下他的陷阱了。。。。
当没有他的日子，我觉得失去了灵魂，
整个人会很失落，无精打采。。。
就像现在的我。。。。 超想念他。。。。
一天没收到他的信息，会很失落。。。。。
一收到他的信息，就算一个字，却令我非常高兴，
至少你还记得我。。。。
我很想你，超想你，
每一份每一秒，
我变了，我真的变了，
因为我的脑海里多了一个你。。。。 怎么赶也赶不出去。。。。
以前，我能够将一个人，很轻易的将他赶出我的为生活，
但是你，却怎么样都赶不出。。。。。
我到底怎么了。。。。
我变得有点少发言了。。。。
再也不能产生话题。。。。
一有时间，就会发简讯给你。。。。。
一有空间，就不知不觉想起你。。。。
一寂寞，你就会出现在我的脑海里。。。。。
天啊！我怎么那么脆弱？
为何会对他倾心？
明知没机会发展。。。。
却还在想着。。。。
为什么他对我那么好？
为什么他要让我留着一丝希望？
在简讯里，你说你很无聊。。。。。
你不会找话题。。。
但。。。。
当我面对你，你总是有说不完的话。。。。
最近的你，非常失落。。。。
我也不好受。。。。。
在与朋友的谈话里，总是控制不了地提起你。。。。
自己也会无端端傻笑。。。。
我真的真的喜欢你。。。。
喜欢上你。。。。。。
有时候。。。。
想想你那可爱的样子。。。。
对着我傻笑的样子。。。。
作弄我的样子。。。。。。
和你朋友要迟到的样子。。。。。
被人报告的样子。。。
真的真的一直在我脑海里闪过。。。。。
我不懂如何解释这一切。。。。。
如果有机会再次遇见你。。。。。
我会把握每刻每秒，
与你谈天谈个痛快。。。。。
因为，
我真的很想遇回你。。。。
真的。。。。。
但，。。。。
我真的有勇气面对你吗???
我开始搞不清我想要的到底是什么。。。。
是他？
还是一段恋情？
我真的不懂。。。。。。。。。
但。。。
他是唯一一个令我心动的人。。。。
到目前为止。。。。
真的。。。。。
我很想他。。。。。。
希望再次听到他的声音，
看到他的背影，
接近他，面对他，
还会有这机会吗？
他。。。。
到底对我有何感受？？？
我想知道。。。。。
但没勇气问。。。。
我和他，犹如两个世界的人。。。。
会有机会吗？？？
喜欢一个人，原来是那么的痛苦。。。。
整个人变了。。。。
变得所有事情都与他有关。。。。
唉。。。
我该如何面对。。。。
这是我第一章华文字文章。。。。。
也是最后一章。。。
写了这一篇，就代表我要彻底忘了他。。。
别再想了，
那是没结果的。。。。
就让他画上句号吧！
再见了。。。。美好的恋爱！
这是最好的方法。。。。
放弃！
Friday, January 8, 2010
Hungry.....=(
haizz.... very hungry o right now, feel like..... wanna eat something but lazy to go cook instant noodles lol.... you know, when i stuck at fb and blogger, is hard for me to leave out my place and go to take hot water la..。。。
okay la... just no need to eat lol... i have eat too many yesterday, maybe it;s good for me to keep fit,...lolzzzz....
you know that, when we fall in love with somebody seems very fun and cute feeling, all the act that we had done like become some abnormal, like me, always spam things at blogger... write all the things about him, sometimes i feel i really got a bit abnormal already...
when i saw his message, i will smile alone, like getting mad,... hohoho~
that feeling i haven't feel before, if like before, i will always dream about if i can get married with a guy, a rich and handsome guy.... but now, everything is different, my life just got him...
okay la... just no need to eat lol... i have eat too many yesterday, maybe it;s good for me to keep fit,...lolzzzz....
you know that, when we fall in love with somebody seems very fun and cute feeling, all the act that we had done like become some abnormal, like me, always spam things at blogger... write all the things about him, sometimes i feel i really got a bit abnormal already...
when i saw his message, i will smile alone, like getting mad,... hohoho~
that feeling i haven't feel before, if like before, i will always dream about if i can get married with a guy, a rich and handsome guy.... but now, everything is different, my life just got him...
Just go back from Jaya Jusco!!!! hahahaha... go out with cherry, her sister, tai fen, ea and ming you.... syok la... haha can go watch movie and fianlly i can eat roti tissue i have aimed for it soooo long time!^^ delicious...
wow... watch "Old Dog" starring John Trivolta ang Robbin Williams.... very very funny, laugh until i can't held on.... hahahahahahahahaah~ until the whole room can hear only our sound only... haha`
but there's very very long period i didn't go watch movie at cinema already, feel very graceful because can watch it at ipoh.... a great opportunity...
wow... watch "Old Dog" starring John Trivolta ang Robbin Williams.... very very funny, laugh until i can't held on.... hahahahahahahahaah~ until the whole room can hear only our sound only... haha`
but there's very very long period i didn't go watch movie at cinema already, feel very graceful because can watch it at ipoh.... a great opportunity...
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Poor
Lol.... why the good person always get the bad thing?
very pity to those who just lost his loves.... poor...@.@.... it's that really the reality? make people sick of that....
love? what is the true love? who will get the true love? why before we get in a serious relationship there will be something that break your heart happen?
actually that's not what i'm experiencing now, i just help somebody to speak out it only, my friend, just failed to win a girl's heart... poor...@@ don't know how to make him feel well la... i'm not the expert in this case...
haizzz...@.@
why people must be like this? you know that, the guy buy a new handphone for her but now... been reject by her....
the girl receive all the presents he give and now just dumped him away, what the hell? if you know you are not falling for him for a long time before just tell the truth, don't accept anything from that guy, you hurt that guy sooo much you know?
actually i always heard is about a girl who is dumped by a guy, but now i really angry that girl, a--------....you really bad! first time i can't help a girl, this girl just want money and present. while the guy, for her is just a machine for her when her runs out of money or what, when she need a new phone...
too materialistic, as a girl too i don't think that is a good act....
really, sorry i can't help you although we are of same gender....
ya, you are very beautiful but this is not the rule! beauty is not the matter, you will be regret soon for missing a good guy always wanted everything going good for you, i swear you will regret for making such stupid decision!
let me tell you another example, my friend, but she is a girl fall for a guy.... they become closer from day to day and then become a couple.... but it only last for a week.... i don't know why the guy suddenly say nofeeling and then just break up like that, without any explaination... the girl hurt so much... really..... how can she faced him in last three years ? they are same college man! she really suffer too much....
some example looked like it can be a happy ending, like this: she is a rich girl.... he just....@.@ i'm not very sure.... they know each other when they work part time...cute story....
just because one of the worker cannot come to work... they begin to contact to each other and then sms....
looked like a cute begining.... but when she falling for that guy, she just realised he had a girlfriend already, 4 years.... wow! damn hard to accept it! the guy didn't talk about that before....not at all....her heart.... just wanna give up that guy.... just give up...
you know what is the most strange thing? after 8 month she meet back that guy..... she just simply wanna added the guy at facebook, but his stupid girlfriend come scold her... that's not the first time.....the girl fight back! she don't wanna always been like that, just shut up, now non! no at all! she wants to speak out!
she really do it, and then she knew that guy broke out with her girl after a week....
the guy come to her... then they are getting together until now....^^
hopes they can end this story with happy ending~~^^
just pity to that first guy only..... hopes what he say is true... he will try to forget about that girl and work hard in his exam.... *** find a new girl...don't so care about her....
very pity to those who just lost his loves.... poor...@.@.... it's that really the reality? make people sick of that....
love? what is the true love? who will get the true love? why before we get in a serious relationship there will be something that break your heart happen?
actually that's not what i'm experiencing now, i just help somebody to speak out it only, my friend, just failed to win a girl's heart... poor...@@ don't know how to make him feel well la... i'm not the expert in this case...
haizzz...@.@
why people must be like this? you know that, the guy buy a new handphone for her but now... been reject by her....
the girl receive all the presents he give and now just dumped him away, what the hell? if you know you are not falling for him for a long time before just tell the truth, don't accept anything from that guy, you hurt that guy sooo much you know?
actually i always heard is about a girl who is dumped by a guy, but now i really angry that girl, a--------....you really bad! first time i can't help a girl, this girl just want money and present. while the guy, for her is just a machine for her when her runs out of money or what, when she need a new phone...
too materialistic, as a girl too i don't think that is a good act....
really, sorry i can't help you although we are of same gender....
ya, you are very beautiful but this is not the rule! beauty is not the matter, you will be regret soon for missing a good guy always wanted everything going good for you, i swear you will regret for making such stupid decision!
let me tell you another example, my friend, but she is a girl fall for a guy.... they become closer from day to day and then become a couple.... but it only last for a week.... i don't know why the guy suddenly say nofeeling and then just break up like that, without any explaination... the girl hurt so much... really..... how can she faced him in last three years ? they are same college man! she really suffer too much....
some example looked like it can be a happy ending, like this: she is a rich girl.... he just....@.@ i'm not very sure.... they know each other when they work part time...cute story....
just because one of the worker cannot come to work... they begin to contact to each other and then sms....
looked like a cute begining.... but when she falling for that guy, she just realised he had a girlfriend already, 4 years.... wow! damn hard to accept it! the guy didn't talk about that before....not at all....her heart.... just wanna give up that guy.... just give up...
you know what is the most strange thing? after 8 month she meet back that guy..... she just simply wanna added the guy at facebook, but his stupid girlfriend come scold her... that's not the first time.....the girl fight back! she don't wanna always been like that, just shut up, now non! no at all! she wants to speak out!
she really do it, and then she knew that guy broke out with her girl after a week....
the guy come to her... then they are getting together until now....^^
hopes they can end this story with happy ending~~^^
just pity to that first guy only..... hopes what he say is true... he will try to forget about that girl and work hard in his exam.... *** find a new girl...don't so care about her....
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
bad mood
@@ don't know how to begin this...
tomorrow will be held an assembly, then you know? it's time they will catch chinese and indian again even for a small mistake, be careful everybody! cause somebody gonna "kena"....
still worry la... a week is gone through like this, but i can feel everybody in our class still can't make themselves comfortable in their class, with their classmates... maybe didn't see each other so long time already... some will feel like that, including me@@
haizz.... like very unhappy today don't know why.... it's different....i can't explain it, no mood to do everything seems i will rule off everything, i hate that feel!
i haven't started my work yet, i don't know, teamed up with her is very tention and hard, i don't know why, always push people... why so rush? still got three weeks to do! please la, don't so panic, i hate that! make people also feel tention with her. actually all the things are very easy if we take it easy. although i say so, it doesn't mean thati didn't care about that work, just wanna make it easy and make all people easy only, no need take too much effort...
i'm getting angry already, stupid broadband!!!!! very very stupid!
every month i spend 68 ringgit for it, but always disconnect! then can't connect anymore!!!!
damn it! stupid stupid!
if too many people using the line, it will be autodisconnect, what the hell?
really really get mad la!
besides that, my computer also like that! always know hang hang hang hang!!!!!!!!
i am very bad mood already, this all things wanna made me getting mad o????
stupid! i feel like wanna throw it down la!!!!
useless thing!
tomorrow will be held an assembly, then you know? it's time they will catch chinese and indian again even for a small mistake, be careful everybody! cause somebody gonna "kena"....
still worry la... a week is gone through like this, but i can feel everybody in our class still can't make themselves comfortable in their class, with their classmates... maybe didn't see each other so long time already... some will feel like that, including me@@
haizz.... like very unhappy today don't know why.... it's different....i can't explain it, no mood to do everything seems i will rule off everything, i hate that feel!
i haven't started my work yet, i don't know, teamed up with her is very tention and hard, i don't know why, always push people... why so rush? still got three weeks to do! please la, don't so panic, i hate that! make people also feel tention with her. actually all the things are very easy if we take it easy. although i say so, it doesn't mean thati didn't care about that work, just wanna make it easy and make all people easy only, no need take too much effort...
i'm getting angry already, stupid broadband!!!!! very very stupid!
every month i spend 68 ringgit for it, but always disconnect! then can't connect anymore!!!!
damn it! stupid stupid!
if too many people using the line, it will be autodisconnect, what the hell?
really really get mad la!
besides that, my computer also like that! always know hang hang hang hang!!!!!!!!
i am very bad mood already, this all things wanna made me getting mad o????
stupid! i feel like wanna throw it down la!!!!
useless thing!
searching....
still facebooking.....msn.... still can't see the person i wanna see online... waiting...
haha~ thanks for my facebook friends who always entertain me by leaving many many comments to me.... suddenly feels like to reply those comments even though very nonscence... i like because that is one and only way i can spend my time in this institute.... damn bored...
i can feel my leg pain right now, i still can't make myself suitable with that shoes la.... so sad...
two pairs also like that...
i am now wondering my pj cause my stamina is the worst in my class, in addition now my leg like shoot already... got no energy... walk and balancing also very hard...
what happen to me????
haha~ thanks for my facebook friends who always entertain me by leaving many many comments to me.... suddenly feels like to reply those comments even though very nonscence... i like because that is one and only way i can spend my time in this institute.... damn bored...
i can feel my leg pain right now, i still can't make myself suitable with that shoes la.... so sad...
two pairs also like that...
i am now wondering my pj cause my stamina is the worst in my class, in addition now my leg like shoot already... got no energy... walk and balancing also very hard...
what happen to me????
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
wa... what a day... just past again... even though we are not realising something, the fact is we are getting older from day by day... i wonder something....
when will i meet my true love? in what place? in what type of situation? start dreaming about it, i'm 18 already so i want to try for a date,.... cuz before that still wonder if it can consider as a date or not....
sadness begin to occupite my soul, i can feel it now,.....
yesterday he didn't send a message for me, but the day before he do it....
he forgot me already?
this is one and only the question that i need to ask him.... and asking myself....
when will i meet my true love? in what place? in what type of situation? start dreaming about it, i'm 18 already so i want to try for a date,.... cuz before that still wonder if it can consider as a date or not....
sadness begin to occupite my soul, i can feel it now,.....
yesterday he didn't send a message for me, but the day before he do it....
he forgot me already?
this is one and only the question that i need to ask him.... and asking myself....
just get back from night market, today seems damn bored la...
sad lol....
so boring for a whole day~ but i have eat a lot la today....
"two is better than one", one of my favourite song too....
listening to that song while thinking about my future, my family, my friends and of course begining to plan something for chinese new year... wow.... what can i do for the incoming cny????
i don't know....
just wait and see if i got mood that day...:P
sad lol....
so boring for a whole day~ but i have eat a lot la today....
"two is better than one", one of my favourite song too....
listening to that song while thinking about my future, my family, my friends and of course begining to plan something for chinese new year... wow.... what can i do for the incoming cny????
i don't know....
just wait and see if i got mood that day...:P
Monday, January 4, 2010
lol.... second day of campus life past already... just now i knew that the lecturer of chinese most of them stay the same like last sem, but sad to hear that we just in class for first day but full of homework already, presentation and search the information! hard lol... we just relax for a month already but now... lol full of work to do. and just now i washed my clothes my own after i haven't washed it for a month and half already! hand so pain la!
suddenly wants to be suitable back to our campus life, so hard ... now i realises my mom's the best person in my life, wants to live a life without her was so hard... getting independent was not good for me.... mummy! i want come back to you! miss you so much!=(
today nothing strange happen at me, just like ussual...
math 2 still the damn lecturer teaching, omg! it's a good thing man! cuz we no need to be taught by pn. wahidah, the stupid discipline lecturer, haha, so what? that's past thing already...
what i worried the most is the damn lecturer haizz... so lazy to teach people, if he had made us failed??? i just can't imagine what will happen that time....
but i like that lecturer because i'm lazy to hear lecturer teaching too! haha!
just wonder what will happen when exam only lol....
let it go! now i must prepare some of the homework so can finish it faster and i can get my online time more....(i just say only, actually i'm not even start it yet...:P)
knowing some of our friends got failed and need to take the exam again at 18th... haizzz...
good luck to they all!
suddenly wants to be suitable back to our campus life, so hard ... now i realises my mom's the best person in my life, wants to live a life without her was so hard... getting independent was not good for me.... mummy! i want come back to you! miss you so much!=(
today nothing strange happen at me, just like ussual...
math 2 still the damn lecturer teaching, omg! it's a good thing man! cuz we no need to be taught by pn. wahidah, the stupid discipline lecturer, haha, so what? that's past thing already...
what i worried the most is the damn lecturer haizz... so lazy to teach people, if he had made us failed??? i just can't imagine what will happen that time....
but i like that lecturer because i'm lazy to hear lecturer teaching too! haha!
just wonder what will happen when exam only lol....
let it go! now i must prepare some of the homework so can finish it faster and i can get my online time more....(i just say only, actually i'm not even start it yet...:P)
knowing some of our friends got failed and need to take the exam again at 18th... haizzz...
good luck to they all!
Sunday, January 3, 2010
wow... first day of my campus life: damn it!
my bottle is broken and i didn't got any bottle to keep water already...
but, luckily got my roomate, li bei, she borrow one of her bottle to me...
i have test my lucky rate and it is 83%, ok lol. hope he can send a message to me la...
waiting for that....
lol....
i can feel my leg pain when i wear my new shoes, damn pain...
lol, i just buy two pairs of new shoes le,... but both of them can increase my leg pain only, i miss the old shoes la! why i thrown it away already??? come back old shoes!
suddenly i realised that maybe the old thing is better than new things.... sometimes... like our old friends.... miss you all!
my bottle is broken and i didn't got any bottle to keep water already...
but, luckily got my roomate, li bei, she borrow one of her bottle to me...
i have test my lucky rate and it is 83%, ok lol. hope he can send a message to me la...
waiting for that....
lol....
i can feel my leg pain when i wear my new shoes, damn pain...
lol, i just buy two pairs of new shoes le,... but both of them can increase my leg pain only, i miss the old shoes la! why i thrown it away already??? come back old shoes!
suddenly i realised that maybe the old thing is better than new things.... sometimes... like our old friends.... miss you all!
cham... if somebody tell you if you are younger, i'm sure will tackle you, what do you think?
wow, glad to hear that but also got a little bit sad~~~ why i'm not born at 1993???
why all people who i like and feel interested born at 1993??? haizz...
too old la...
1991.... didn't got people can attract me o~ why le???
lolzzz.... so lonely night~~
nobody can talk to me....
wow, glad to hear that but also got a little bit sad~~~ why i'm not born at 1993???
why all people who i like and feel interested born at 1993??? haizz...
too old la...
1991.... didn't got people can attract me o~ why le???
lolzzz.... so lonely night~~
nobody can talk to me....
reached ipoh safely.... haha~
but still got something i can't held on my mind... that is....
haizzz.... why time past so fast, not even giving me a chance to do something meanful...
sad. don't know how to explain what was on my mind right now...
many things i want to say right now but speechless* don't know why....
but still got something i can't held on my mind... that is....
haizzz.... why time past so fast, not even giving me a chance to do something meanful...
sad. don't know how to explain what was on my mind right now...
many things i want to say right now but speechless* don't know why....
Saturday, January 2, 2010
"time for miracles" by adam lambert, why i keep on playing this song, keep on repeating and repeating, sounds can't feel bored listening it... why??? actually when hearing this song i feel like.... missing somebody... keep on playing in my mind, is him....
still can't forget, how can we forget someone so easy when he is really step up in your life, your calm life... now, can't take him out of my life already, why????
so hard to forget somebody, i have tried, i swear, i have tried so hard but still can't forget....
his voices all his cute action still keep on playing in my mind...
tomorrow want to go back ipoh already la!!! stop thinking!
i know i'm so stupid for thinking about a guy that will never ever appear in your life again, impossible, it just for a while, a month, short period, why i still care sooo much??? justa month! please girl, just forget it even though har to do so....
the most impotant thing is, maybe he will forget about your appearance after a while....
forget it!
now i realised how do we feel when we fall for someone, not same, really not same...
firstly, when we saw him, sometimes our heartbeat will be faster and faster, can't breathe, wow... then feel very hot like our face want to burns out... that's what i feel when i saw him....
actually from begining i won't feel like that but after... don't know when, i started feel that...
he is different from other guys...for sure he is.
i can talk with other guy normally, but when i saw him, i feel want to burst!!!!
lol, i really can't read my mind already...
now, still keep on hearing that song... nice song
"it's late at night and i can't sleep, missing you just turns too deep ,oh i can't breathe thinking of your smile, every kiss i can't forget, it's aching heart ain't broken yet, oh god i wish i can make you see, cuz i know the flame isn't dying, so nothing can stop me from trying"
i like it sooo much...sincerely like this song and the people who sent me this song....
wow~
still not sure am i getting mad or what.... stupid girl thinking about a thing thst won't belongs to her at anytime and anyplace....
i ain't giving uo on us.....the last word of the song... but i have to say i want give up already, we are from the different world... just wake up girl!
"i will accompany you," i like when he said that to me.... i like that!
"you're cute when you tied your hair," just those simple word make me getting mad already...
just can say that we do not have "jodoh", i have miss it!
stupid girl just miss a relationship that should belong to her....
she had missed and lost it....
really stupid....~~~
after today, i may talk about him sometime, but i will try not think about it again, no more...
you know that you are different among others, how can i find a guy like you????
tell me how???
still can't forget, how can we forget someone so easy when he is really step up in your life, your calm life... now, can't take him out of my life already, why????
so hard to forget somebody, i have tried, i swear, i have tried so hard but still can't forget....
his voices all his cute action still keep on playing in my mind...
tomorrow want to go back ipoh already la!!! stop thinking!
i know i'm so stupid for thinking about a guy that will never ever appear in your life again, impossible, it just for a while, a month, short period, why i still care sooo much??? justa month! please girl, just forget it even though har to do so....
the most impotant thing is, maybe he will forget about your appearance after a while....
forget it!
now i realised how do we feel when we fall for someone, not same, really not same...
firstly, when we saw him, sometimes our heartbeat will be faster and faster, can't breathe, wow... then feel very hot like our face want to burns out... that's what i feel when i saw him....
actually from begining i won't feel like that but after... don't know when, i started feel that...
he is different from other guys...for sure he is.
i can talk with other guy normally, but when i saw him, i feel want to burst!!!!
lol, i really can't read my mind already...
now, still keep on hearing that song... nice song
"it's late at night and i can't sleep, missing you just turns too deep ,oh i can't breathe thinking of your smile, every kiss i can't forget, it's aching heart ain't broken yet, oh god i wish i can make you see, cuz i know the flame isn't dying, so nothing can stop me from trying"
i like it sooo much...sincerely like this song and the people who sent me this song....
wow~
still not sure am i getting mad or what.... stupid girl thinking about a thing thst won't belongs to her at anytime and anyplace....
i ain't giving uo on us.....the last word of the song... but i have to say i want give up already, we are from the different world... just wake up girl!
"i will accompany you," i like when he said that to me.... i like that!
"you're cute when you tied your hair," just those simple word make me getting mad already...
just can say that we do not have "jodoh", i have miss it!
stupid girl just miss a relationship that should belong to her....
she had missed and lost it....
really stupid....~~~
after today, i may talk about him sometime, but i will try not think about it again, no more...
you know that you are different among others, how can i find a guy like you????
tell me how???
Friday, January 1, 2010
lolzz....
time past by so fast.... can we just turn back to 22 november??? just going back....
still got a month to go... sleep, eat and then sleep again... can we just turn back time???
haizz... now say this all is useless already, the fact is, i'm going back to ipoh soon.... tomorrow 1pm like that.....
so many things i gotta do today before i feel regret... packing now... buying the daily uses things, cut my hair, give back my locker key and badge.... haizz... tired tired~~
but now i still hang on my computer without mention the time is already 2pm... 23 hours to go....
at sp.....
i must start my work now...
then realising that many things i haven't done yet, studying!!!! lol! then i didn't touch my sports game too, not practising, how i gonna be died in this sem????
die already~ my heart die already....
time past by so fast.... can we just turn back to 22 november??? just going back....
still got a month to go... sleep, eat and then sleep again... can we just turn back time???
haizz... now say this all is useless already, the fact is, i'm going back to ipoh soon.... tomorrow 1pm like that.....
so many things i gotta do today before i feel regret... packing now... buying the daily uses things, cut my hair, give back my locker key and badge.... haizz... tired tired~~
but now i still hang on my computer without mention the time is already 2pm... 23 hours to go....
at sp.....
i must start my work now...
then realising that many things i haven't done yet, studying!!!! lol! then i didn't touch my sports game too, not practising, how i gonna be died in this sem????
die already~ my heart die already....
*speechless*
no hopes already.... cause i want to go back already...so sad i haven't did something that is really meanful with him.... i have lost too many chances la... from first time i saw him until now.....
really miss so many chances, that's all my fault, i'm really stupid still thinking about this, why i still keep on thinking in case that is impossible already???
listening to a korea song right now, that song can explain what i feel right now, so sad....
i think i may be very bad mood on the way back to ipoh, i really don't want to go back, sincerely i told that i hate everything at ipoh! hate it!
although can release tention sometimes by going shopping and karaoke but that's not what i want. all i want is just simple... i don't want any load....in my heart...hard to accept it and i can't.
although i have said that i hate this worker and that worker during my part time work but still got a lot of thing that made me feel happy.....
but ipoh nope.... just first sem at there also can't held it already, how can i keep on it for the next 10 sem???? not 1, but 10!!!!
no hopes already.... cause i want to go back already...so sad i haven't did something that is really meanful with him.... i have lost too many chances la... from first time i saw him until now.....
really miss so many chances, that's all my fault, i'm really stupid still thinking about this, why i still keep on thinking in case that is impossible already???
listening to a korea song right now, that song can explain what i feel right now, so sad....
i think i may be very bad mood on the way back to ipoh, i really don't want to go back, sincerely i told that i hate everything at ipoh! hate it!
although can release tention sometimes by going shopping and karaoke but that's not what i want. all i want is just simple... i don't want any load....in my heart...hard to accept it and i can't.
although i have said that i hate this worker and that worker during my part time work but still got a lot of thing that made me feel happy.....
but ipoh nope.... just first sem at there also can't held it already, how can i keep on it for the next 10 sem???? not 1, but 10!!!!
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