Saturday, January 2, 2010

"time for miracles" by adam lambert, why i keep on playing this song, keep on repeating and repeating, sounds can't feel bored listening it... why??? actually when hearing this song i feel like.... missing somebody... keep on playing in my mind, is him....
still can't forget, how can we forget someone so easy when he is really step up in your life, your calm life... now, can't take him out of my life already, why????
so hard to forget somebody, i have tried, i swear, i have tried so hard but still can't forget....
his voices all his cute action still keep on playing in my mind...
tomorrow want to go back ipoh already la!!! stop thinking!
i know i'm so stupid for thinking about a guy that will never ever appear in your life again, impossible, it just for a while, a month, short period, why i still care sooo much??? justa month! please girl, just forget it even though har to do so....
the most impotant thing is, maybe he will forget about your appearance after a while....
forget it!
now i realised how do we feel when we fall for someone, not same, really not same...
firstly, when we saw him, sometimes our heartbeat will be faster and faster, can't breathe, wow... then feel very hot like our face want to burns out... that's what i feel when i saw him....
actually from begining i won't feel like that but after... don't know when, i started feel that...
he is different from other guys...for sure he is.
i can talk with other guy normally, but when i saw him, i feel want to burst!!!!
lol, i really can't read my mind already...
now, still keep on hearing that song... nice song
"it's late at night and i can't sleep, missing you just turns too deep ,oh i can't breathe thinking of your smile, every kiss i can't forget, it's aching heart ain't broken yet, oh god i wish i can make you see, cuz i know the flame isn't dying, so nothing can stop me from trying"
i like it sooo much...sincerely like this song and the people who sent me this song....
wow~
still not sure am i getting mad or what.... stupid girl thinking about a thing thst won't belongs to her at anytime and anyplace....
i ain't giving uo on us.....the last word of the song... but i have to say i want give up already, we are from the different world... just wake up girl!
"i will accompany you," i like when he said that to me.... i like that!
"you're cute when you tied your hair," just those simple word make me getting mad already...
just can say that we do not have "jodoh", i have miss it!
stupid girl just miss a relationship that should belong to her....
she had missed and lost it....
really stupid....~~~
after today, i may talk about him sometime, but i will try not think about it again, no more...
you know that you are different among others, how can i find a guy like you????
tell me how???

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