*speechless*
no hopes already.... cause i want to go back already...so sad i haven't did something that is really meanful with him.... i have lost too many chances la... from first time i saw him until now.....
really miss so many chances, that's all my fault, i'm really stupid still thinking about this, why i still keep on thinking in case that is impossible already???
listening to a korea song right now, that song can explain what i feel right now, so sad....
i think i may be very bad mood on the way back to ipoh, i really don't want to go back, sincerely i told that i hate everything at ipoh! hate it!
although can release tention sometimes by going shopping and karaoke but that's not what i want. all i want is just simple... i don't want any load....in my heart...hard to accept it and i can't.
although i have said that i hate this worker and that worker during my part time work but still got a lot of thing that made me feel happy.....
but ipoh nope.... just first sem at there also can't held it already, how can i keep on it for the next 10 sem???? not 1, but 10!!!!