Thursday, October 20, 2011

救命啊!!! 我要崩溃了!!!
明天开始,做工,打工,要花半天时间在做工。。。
为了考车,为了super show 4, 我拼了!
一定要去看,好不容易舍弃了2pm,对不起啊哥哥们。。。。不能赢得看你们一面的票。。。。我相信我是有贵人的,真的相信。。。。
这两个星期不是什么放假,也不是 study week,而是为偶像为自己打拼的日子。人家觉得我好傻,整天沉迷在不切实际的东西,我觉得很实际!万一世界末日论是真的,我问心无愧!
应该加油了,希望大家祝福我。。。。
人生为什么不能像综艺节目般???笑笑一下没烦恼!^^
现实是残酷的,我知道。。。。。。
所以有些事我选择不懂。。。。。但我本身很明白。。。。。

Long time ago...

Long time ago, we all are good friends, we share everything, talked everything and bluffing everything.....
Long time ago, i don't know you, you don't know me, everybody does not know each other, and we just meet in this place, hopefully will be great time among all of us, a great memory that we won't forget....
Long time ago, we throw all the burden we had, come here, spend a new life at here, try to be different at here, share a great moment at here...
Long time ago, we will speak out everything we want to say, all of us will accept it no matter is a good comment or not....
Long time ago, our class full of joy, laughter, and happy moment.....
What happen to you all recently????
where are the kind heart that can forgive everything, start a new life???
i am still searching for the reason, i know i'm very noisy, useless, maybe bring a lot of anger, i'm just someone who said "sorry" for more than a thousand times recently, like what i'm saying will make people hate me, i'm scaring of u all....what happen?
i just want everything to be normal.....
Don't just be more and more selfish, don't just never care about other's feeling....i'm not pointing to who, just...u all.
please, i know there's nothing i can do so i just sit there and watching it, there's no use if i willing to stop it, i'm useless in front of u all right?
i'm not getting mad with someone, just, i hate the surrounding right now....
I know all of u can't be like a long time ago, cause everything is changed day by day...
maybe one day when i get older i can read this and realize that "Oh! there are something like this happen in my life, wow~"
growing up is always happen, a process in our life....everybody will change and maybe the person changed the most is you....
yes, i know i am changing....i want become independent, enjoy my life, never care about something that we doesn't need to care...
p/s 去问,去关心,只会让人觉得你很鸡婆!所以不闻不问是我的选择。
加油吧!