First day of practicum~~~

"Nama saya Phang, murid-murid boleh panggil saya Cikgu Phang!"
The first word i say when i introduced myself to students and teachers....I am very nervous when talking about practice for a month in Malay school, wow, you know i'm not so good in speaking Malay actually, so i am afraid when pupil don't understand what i am talking about~~~
The school i'm having practicum is a small school, is about 20 student in a class, so i think it will be easy to teach because the amount is small.....A big challenge for me right now...
After teaching for a week about 4 hour, 8 period, i felt that it was hard when we were planning about the thing we used to teach and also creating the RPH~~~~modul for teaching...OMG!!! i took a night to finish it, and during Tuesday, i will do 2 RPH which made me really tired and can't sleep because lots of works to be done.....Yes, some of us didn't start their class yet, and we, sigh~~~~ But, i feel very lucky because i have chance to learn more than them, is a great opportunity to train myself become more professional? I feel lucky because we also have most of the good Malay teachers in this school who is very friendly and give advice for us from time to time....Although it was tired for me, but i am happy because i can have many learning experiences and also more chances to keep in touch with my student....
Talking about my student, of course majority of them is Malay and some of them is Indian, there are also Chinese of them but not more than 5 of them......It  was a big big challenge for me as a teacher...
Student here are also very friendly but also talkative~~~ I like them so much XD They are so cute and i don't know, just i like them, maybe is because i like children? Maybe...haha^^

Yes, it will be hard if i have finish my first practicum.....i think i will miss them so much, this is my thought for first week, you know, the student is always cute and childish, they are innocent, unlike adult, has a lot of thinking and someone called it mature....for me, being innocent is always the best way because we don't need to think to much which will make us stress out and think negatively.....Maybe we are good enough, but just we will not satisfied the "good", because we are always aiming for the best...

Being back to school and watching all the student, quarrel and then we can see them close back after then, it just simple.....but why do we keep changing from time to time? I like student, they just like won't bother anything just enjoy their life....Actually sometimes i wish i can back to my childhood time......
This is because my childhood moment not so memorable, not having more friends and just quiet, sitting at the backside listening to teachers, i am very shy and won't able to talk although i feel want to go toilet, so i hope i ca become active if i really have a chance to get back my childhood time.....

I love to see when student greet me....I like it XD First time i feel like i have been appreciated by someone, and i will also have my student, is a great feeling you know! They made me want to do my best to teach them, let them happy with my activities..... Not about the marks, just about my passion to teach them and have a good relationship with them....

Just feel very touching when listening the teacher said that student were talking about you in the class...I am very happy.....First time ever....Hwaiting Phang Chia Chia, You can do it!!!