这世界就是这样，有些东西总有一天会失去，永远都挽回不了。。。。
别人永远是“得益 者”。。。。。

for me, i will try my best not to give such that"people" to get what they want....so cruel isn't it???
this is what we called earth! world!
if you didn't do as what i say, maybe the one who lose everything is you.....
they will also treat you like that, people always jealous and selfish....
so, try to become selfish from this moment, helping doesn't have people's pay back....
they just pay you will a cruel heart.....

제가 당신을 미워!

不喜欢被隐瞒，不喜欢特意去听人家不想告诉自己的东西。。。。这就是我！
最重要的是绝对绝对不会特意去破坏别人的关系。。。。这就是我！
讨厌那些自以为是的人，更讨厌那些明明不管他事却要做到与他有关系的人。。。。这就是我！
不喜欢的人就不会特意去讨好他，不会去和他有更好的关系。。。。这就是我！
不喜欢插手人与人之间的关系，你们问我，我只回答，不不知道。。。。
好的，我会替你们传千里！坏的，我只会静静，当作若无其事。。。。这是我！
我不想任何一方受到伤害，更不想任何一方不原谅对方。。。。我要大家和平过日子，大家能开开心心相处。。。。
我不会因为人家说我太吵而停止当“小丑”！小丑还是会继续为快乐而奋斗，为悲伤而。。。。突然想不出该说什么，不喜欢幸灾乐祸，不喜欢幸灾乐祸的人。。。。这就是我！
不该听的不会听，就算听了也扮不知道，因为不管我的事，不会想太多。。。。人家要讲就会讲的，勉强去打听是笨蛋的行为！我就是这么想~
希望他们能够放开包袱，做回朋友，再由朋友和好如初，做回伴侣，因为，他们只要时间，时间让双方成熟，重新开始。。。。了解对方。。。。

아주 화가 ！

why？ why? tell me why?
要开始哼起歌了。。。真的忍无可忍了！
幸好没听叶的话去将头发染成棕色，如果染了，就死定了！
还好，还是等回去大放假时才染吧！剪也是一样，头发现在不长不短很辛苦。。。。
真想剪就剪！男生头就男生头！气了！不能再容忍他们的残酷，他们的偏心。。。。分明针对我们的。。。气死人了！！！！！！！！！！！！

continued~

last time i have talked about the jetty, yes...too many place to go....
3rd day: early in the morning.....wei ming bring us go to eat breakfast at a kopitiam.....招牌菜是鸭面，味道还不错叻！之后就去jusco购物中心走一走。。。。午餐则去吃鸡饭粒，它的饭好像饭团一样，一粒一粒的，真的很特别。。。。伟明也带我们去逛逛土产店，有好多好多特别的东西。。。。休息一阵子后，我们又去伟明家做客，他母亲准备了好多东西招待我们，真的把我们招待得很好。。。。。终于，到了我最想看的节目，sukma 篮球比赛，的确让我们见识了文通弟弟的光彩，他真的很厉害。但是很可惜这场比赛吉打输了。。。。这可是我第一次见证这么大型的比赛叻。。。。不错~
下一个则是一条很长很长的旧街，好像很有历史性的。。。。那儿卖好多好多便宜的东西，我也在那边扫了一些东西。。。值得买，非常便宜。之后又去吃宵夜，哇，可以说整天都有节目。。。很爽^^ 吃的是很特别的“咯咯”， 很好吃~
第四天: is our last day stay at melaka, i'm gonna miss it sooooo much......having a great time at there. after having breakfast, we go to dataran pahlawan, no bad......very very long shopping mall, after we cross a road, we can go to mahkota parade, is also one of the most famous shopping centre in melaka.

you know what? i'm having an awesome trip to taiping, melaka, muar and batu pahat^^
nice trip......
start with first day, depart to taiping with wendy, kelvin, cherry and ea......
after we had reached there, a fellow couple osc n pei zhen come bring us for lunch, then we go to zoo taiping, taiping sentral, muzium taiping, osc's house, taiping lake......then have a dinner in a cafe....nice for us to gather and talk......
then we had to bring wendy, kelvin and ea back......
after that, we go to stay at pei zhen's house, very thank to her parent for their serve.....
very nice talking with peizhen and some girl talks with cherry......
second day: wow, damn tired when we need to wake up at 4++am, first time ever! boon thong had drove to taiping started from 4++....reached pei zhen's house at 5:20 am.......need to say goodbye to peizhen, thanks for everthing....^^ then start our journey, to osc's house, then to melaka!!!
yeah!!!!! a long long journey so we had to stop for a few times to rest, eat.....
finally reach melaka or A Famosa at 10++ am.....then go for safari and watch the animal shows....keep close with wildlife.......and then we had to go, go to wei ming's house.....
going to night market nearby for a while, then having dinner with his family, nice! all of it is seafood....tastes good^^ then wei ming bring us to portugis' town, going to jetty.....looking for the night view of the sea.....
wow, so many things so i can't type it ....
will continue typing it soon for 3-7 day trip....^^

很闷！！！！！！！！！！！ 闷！！！！！！！！！！ 闷死我了啦！！！！！！！！
怎么办？？？？ 我的眼泪受不到控制。。。。掉下一颗又一颗。。。。
我累了，累到。。。。。眼泪掉了。。。。
不是伤心，不是哭了，就只是累了。。。。
明明睡了大半天的但却那么累。。。。。
好像要病了！惨了！
这样的或要去玩也不爽。。。。唉。。。。。
前两天才出去，今天乖乖呆在家却令我病了。。。。
真是的。。。。。

settle!

yes!!!!! finally!!!!!
he give me to go already.....wow.....
luckily......
so if we don't give up everytime, we will get what we want as the result, i have suceed to convince him give me out already.....
don't give up! never give up! yeah! you can do it!!!!
you will win! with the tough heart, you will always win!
yes! i did it!
thank God and thanks dad!
released......

为什么？？？

我真的不明白。。。。在最后一关，你们竟然不赞成。。。。
我开始无言。。。。不懂要说什么。。。。
我真的能够处理的。。。你们可以相信我吗？？？
给我一次机会可以吗？？？？
给我去旅游的机会，给我更多的自由空间。。。。
我相信他们，我相信我的朋友会小心的，这并不代表我不想多抽时间和你们相处，只是这真的是我梦寐以求的一次机会，不懂这次去不成，下次能不能有此机会了。。。。我怕。。。。
我怕没机会了，你们可以让我去吗？？？？
我不是一直只想出去玩，却没想后果。。。。我不想让自己有一件烦人的事。。。。
即然有个开开心心的机会，为什么不去珍惜呢？？？？
我懂，你们只是为我好，但，就让我做主一次吧？一次就够了。。。。
爸爸，我懂你是疼我，怕我出事，我答应你，我会尽我所能安安全全地回来，开开心心地回来。。。。

suddenly feel wanna ask somebody going out with me....
i'm very boring by now~~~
soemore, i din't feel wanna take a nap although i am tired....
i wanna spend my time at this college, find somebody to talk with me, is great!
for me, everything is over with the end of our second semester....many things can happen....
i don't know what i will get for my exam....feel scare for it.....i don't wan to receive a call.....a call that can change my life....i'm very afraid....really.....
many things i want to do ni this holiday, but i think it will never change me.....i will always be the same person.....
what i'm gonna spend in this hour????? what i can do for this hour???
somebody can tell me how?

boring weekdays...

not going out, without any interesting activities......oh my god!!!! i hate this!!!
to control my rate of spending money, this is what i need to do, save, save and save~~~~
next time i will go melaka and johor with my friends, sure it will be very exciting, and i hope so, if i will not vomit, that's will be a great holiday for me....
so i must ready....... with the medicines.....haha^^
sometimes, we must let go something important in our life....for our goods, and for a long lasting friendship with others.....
i told myself evrytime not to be so selfish......
i try myself to help others because i treat them like my good friends, nice buddy......
actually i want to try something new for myself, a tatoo, or a new hairstyle, is that better????
i wanna try everything before i step into 19th......that's what i wanna do for now, travel, travel.....and travel!!!!
explore something i haven't knew before......

hungry hungry and hungry....
somemore just wake up and very tired....after a long nap in the afternoon T.T
why still feel very tired????