Is Over!

Many things happened, but now is over, what left is just two more presentations....oral is over, just like that only, wow! great great great!
Please don't bother about me, i just simply write what i wanna write, not referring to any of you, so please don't worry~
everything is about privacy~ i think....i didn't have it~
Don't know why i feel like that~ Hoping that one day i can get my freedom, a real freedom, not only for a while, but forever^^
Today's oral can be said very hard, the topic "Education"....seems very hard to speak out...i have paused so many time, don't know what shall i talk....but luckily all of it had past....Good!
So, is party time! Will go out later.....
hopefully will have a great time later~
p/s: i'm the one who put my privacy and freedom in my top place, don't you ever challenge me with that! I hate it~

其实~

你说你~被人利用~你有没有想过，你也是一样，一直在利用人！
人就是这样，互相利用~就是有这类型的人，才会令我们平静的生活变得充满烦恼~
所以，真的能避免人与人之间不会互相利用吗？
老实说，我也一样，为了某某目的，利用了不少的人~淡，我也清楚，相同的时间内，我也会被人利用回，只是不懂几时而已，有时，不懂好过懂~
在这里，希望明天的考试能够顺利过关吧！
真的对我的组员怀有万分的亏欠，就是不会计时，害到我们浪费了很多时间~
讲得又不太好，组员太强了~就是这样，希望他们别怪我~~~
怕怕~~~~怕以后不知怎样过，怕四年难过~
怕家乡朋友疏远了我~~~~~好多好多怕怕~
其实，我还很想你的，我还喜欢你~ 你呢？

LOST WORLD^^

i'm very happy today......XD
i can give up everything~ ya, everything....i knew i can do it, and i have done it^^
a full release for me right now.....when the things become impossible, i will try to forget it^^ maybe it is good for me to pay my attention on my teenage age.... doing something meaningful like hang out with my friendssss.....it's gonna be a great time^^
i can't wait for that moment, Lost World, theme park..... a bit like Sunway Lagoon, actually i haven't go either of the places....so i must go and find out the water park...it is good for me^^
already packed what i should bring for the trip...... After coming to this college for one and a half year, this is the first time i go the nearest water park....i really can't wait for it^^
Hopes everything will go well tomorrow ^^
wow~~~a great memory for me.....
one week later will be the angels and owners meet each other and play together....
with no doubt, there is hard for my owner to know me in real.......
Hopes he doesn't mind, i don't know how to talk, how to make us more closer, i just try my best^^

Wish me luck^^

The time is coming, 2 hours to go and we will meet together for the celebration of mooncake festival~ hahahaha^^
Everything will go on without any mistake, this is what i hope for this function~
Okay, actually today is my father's birthday^^ very happy but i can't go back home....That's why i feel sad all the time....

I got to move on and be who i am

i gotta go on my own way, like what i'm feeling right now.....

at least for now, i gotta go on my own way........

the song's lyric is like that:

i got to move on and be who i am,

i just don't belong here, i hope you understand

we might find our place in this world someday~

but at least for now, i gotta go on my own way...

hopeless, breathless, the beginning of the sad atmosphere~~~~

but, i must leave, i must choose the right choice, not sticking around there....doing nothing~

So, i will try to forget everything and start my life right now, i have many friends concern about me, i will try my best not to let them disappointed...

So, everything is over right now, i hope you knew it~

haizzz...

don't know why....my heart like...unpredictable.....i don't know how to describe it....

always think about something unnecessary, it supposed to be impossible! i try to remind myself not to think on it, but i can't , please, somebody help me help me......if not, i think i will be dead...

sad i can't go back home and celebrate mooncake festival...i want go home~~~

somemore, there are tiring for me....many presentation with no breaks....how i'm gonna handle all those things?

i can't eat, everytime i eat, i feel like wanna vomit, can somebody help me?

i think i can't withstand anymore, i want burst already!!!!!

i can't finish even my lunch right now, just eat a little bit only.......

中秋节快乐~ 不快乐！

哎。。。。不知道做么，今年的中秋节有点怪怪的~有点想回家庆祝的感觉~

妈咪没做工。。。。大姐早放工~ 能够一家团聚的~唯独我。。。有点想哭~ 想家~

再加上拜五就是爸爸的生日了。。。。希望能陪他度过，他都要到五十岁了~

呜呜~ 想想想~ 真的。。。。

怎么办？

开心是开心，还是缺乏自信。。。。不是我，一定不是我，别胡思乱想了~

哇。。。

朋友的歌唱比赛，他进到三强，又选中他应该唱的歌~不错不错~。。。。

很开心，因为喊到沙哑不是白费的~哈哈~ 他得了第二名~

先别说这个了。。。。

今天的呈堂好像不太理想，有点失望~真的。。。。有种怎么努力，也比不上别人的感觉，也怪自己当作草草了事罢了。。。。。如果努力些，不带原文上场，就会比较好了~

后悔莫及。。。。。哈哈~ 无论如何，过了，过了，很好！

接下来还有很多东西等着我叻。。。。

我觉得，不知为何，突然了解一件事，人，还是以貌取人的多，或是于利益作为中心，每利用价值的人，是不可能得到更好的。。。。。为什么？

有点苦恼，有点难过，有点不满，更有点不服。。。。

怎么做才好呢？要怎么证明我说错了？ 我说错了吗？

希望如此。。。。。

Sober

I am talking to him right now, late night, i don't know why...
at first, just wanna do a survey with him, so desperate....last minute find people for my survey...XD
then, i found his humor and can't stop talking with him...what does it feel?
people love logical thinking, and so is him.
he just found out his friend betrayed him, get his girlfriend, so he is very hurt now, and tomorrow is his trial exam and he is still talking with me right now....
i think he will choose to go back china with his father who worked there since he was young. China?
he is the one who went for Shanghai Expo last time....Why? he still appear in my life even though it is impossible for us to get together, just best friend, if he think like that...
Erm....flashing back the great time i had with him last time...
Maybe when i already forget about him, he will try to appear in my life again...
i don't know why, these few days i can't sleep well...tomorrow after depart back to ipoh i must have a nice nice sleep...i scared i can't withstand anymore!
one more person, also suddenly appear and suddenly disappear, i hate him! if i can, i don't want to talk with him anymore!Why i am the person who need to work first? i don't want be that person~

No idea! No idea!

for my assignmentsss! really feel sick of it! what must i do right now?

i didn't touch the assignments yet, still waiting~ waiting until when? i also don't know...

i still have time to posting something at here, very weird isn't it?

i also don't know why i always stuck in fb and games....didn't even touch my assignments even it supposed to be finished early. then, i'm sure i can go happy hour already, why i always like that?

i can't stay like that anymore, i must at least do something today, for math or english or both! i don't care! must force myself to have idea for it...

Everything can change...just a moment.....

like a feeling.....maybe you think that you like a person, so much, so desperate....but maybe after a long time or maybe just a short time, you don't know what it feels already~

Like me, i think i like this guy and that guy, but just after a while i saw the one who is better, i will forget about the guy i had said i fallen for him before....Why?

Just .... you want to be the one who hurt people or the one been hurt? Maybe i had chosen not to be hurt, so i try to forget all those impossible things in my life, try to lock myself not to fall in love so easy....

If you have heard i like someone and someone, sure is fake~ if i really like someone sure i will not speak it out! because my face is very thin...hehe^^ i guess you all understand what i'm talking about XD

okie, i must start my assignment now! and i will write about italy, my favorite country^^

Tired...until.....

你知道吗？人尽然能累到不累。。。。唉。。。。那就是今晚的我。。。该说。。最后一天工作。。。。本想晚点去的， 老板娘叫到。。。。不能不去。。。。

一天二十四小时，我花十三小时工作。。。。应该说是十四小时阿！

多恐怖！人多。。。。蛮爽的。。。因为折折裤。。。。。招待招待顾客。。。。就这样~十一点晚上了！今晚，我就是这样~

哈哈~想想做多一天就可以真正享受我的假期，真的很开心~

快快！撑完十四小时！加油。。。。

哈哈~最重要，赚钱！

又每晚可以坐mercedes 回家~

老板娘亲自载耶！爽到~

Miracle!

Miracles could happen....and i believe that~ i know something real and full of happiness will happen...and i am waiting for it~

You know, in the world maybe just a miracle can happen in a month... Somebody you love will fall in love to you soon......That is really special and amazing!

Not just what you think.....but is real! Not just in your dream, no more dreaming~

If all this become real.....i will.....wow~ i can't imagine it~

Just guess what will happen to me soon and check it out~ XD

Amazing^^

When you know about something that will make you happy.....That's it!

i'm very happy to hear about that.....although not from the people i want to know.....

Wishing them.....really.....